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Anyway, I’ll think about it, but i find that the engagement rate here to chat with others casually in the comments is pretty bad (which is why I’ve still been on twt) and i like chatting…

It reminds me of the annoying classmates who would shamelessly ask to copy my homework while being irritating, and their disbelief that I would tell them to fuck off. These sorts just can’t deal with being told “no”, like infants

I might archive more of my testing/thoughts publicly here; i actually made a lot of content and tests in my server privately, but i don’t say anything on twitter since the annoying kids stalk me for information while being pests

Ik my acc is dead but I think if I started posting here with my current mood these days I'd just be bringing twt style toxicity over here

YATTAAAA

LMAO truly was bouncing off walls for the day

I got home and saw my room full of mementos of friends from everywhere, opened my pc to see even more. Offers of help, asking for nothing back. What did i do to deserve such great support !!! Fuck the haters fr they really just want to be me because yall are awesome 😭

I am so so sososo unbelievably excited over the game again, my friends r all cooking amazing content, exchanging cute letters and mail with PTN CCs girlies, work rush is over, I can finally get back to things I enjoy

I have the best fucking friends and followers as a vtuber, swear i accumulated good karma from what happened last year 🤣

Awesome coffee though 11/10 would vibrate out of my bones again

Do not fuck with Vietnamese coffee

I am so awake rn

What do they put in this, cocaine

A *normal* amount of birds

#illustration

I was so sick but finally starting to recover a bit

Several of the charity stream rewards are done… working on the rest slowly

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Seeing the trolls say "we all know what game op was referring to" is sending me... Not everyone is h0yo brainrotted 😭

I know people say Uni has OCD because she’s obsessed with symmetry and her own file notes it, but I’m not sure we’ve seen the “compulsive” part of the disorder

Odd one out but Raven is very weirdly normal for the fact that she went from being well off enough to go to university in Eastside, to being tortured repeatedly then locked up for death

Oak Casket is directly stated to have “information input disruption syndrome”, which is probably supposed to be a kind of sensory processing disorder

Enfer is a very severe case of cPTSD from literally watching her father kill her beloved mother :( she memory represses it at times, and her mental state is noted to be actually pretty unstable despite appearances and her eloquence

Angell our autistic queen

Cabernet is just a psychopath lol

IMO not a sociopath, she’s very composed and able to plan far ahead, not super impulsive, highly charismatic

Sociopaths are more erratic and impulsive, with fits of emotion that may hinder their own goals etc

Anne has immense survivors guilt and likely cPTSD from it, resulting in delusions and illogical behaviours, as well as having no regard for her own wellbeing or safety

L.L. may have BPD from being abandoned by her parents, as she seems to swing between moods very rapidly and is deeply sensitive to rejection; people pleaser. She is also very responsive to treatment, and BPD has one of the highest recovery rates

Eleven had selective mutism in her event, likely caused by the immense stress and anxiety she was under from societal pressures and workplace bullying

I mean first of all, it’s PTN so everyone has PTSD and/or depression or anxiety except like… Demolia… unbothered queen

These are also all my personal unprofessional opinion, I just happen to be autistic and have a Special Interest in medical subjects

I’ll do a few sinners with MI thread here because yall can READ

I was forged in the fires of forums and reverse ship wars, do not cite the ancient shitposts to me, i was there when it was written

U post to cater to the whims of the public i cook for the love of the game. We are not the same

dreya is kind of a no go, bianca is the too-obvious route...

i feel like this is just beyond my abilities lmao