ethel cainhurst †

it rained on us ::

8th anniversary with our wife today 🤍

dark sun gwyndolin from dark souls

technically the only specifically textually transexual character is implied to be the original pilot that formed the basis for the pilot mental sync template, a ptsd-haunted near-mute autistic transsexual woman with preternatural ability to mesh with the neural interpreter network

importantly the sturmgestalt hormonal rebalancing is to prevent rejection of the hypnosurgically grafted mental gestalt construct, the original subject can have +any+ gendered experience of endocrine system as a base it will +all+ be neutered and replaced with a standard operating environment

that they perform the +feminine+ role in gendered relations is ultimately a product of pervasive patriarchal norms and the insatiable sexual & violent appetites of men in these inhuman, inhumane, systems to exert any kind of control & violence over anything they see as weaker, frailer

like for warsprite we would say that the Perpetual Liberation pilots are an industrially forced, logistically demanded transhuman project. they have not transitions gender, they have had their gender and social role +annihilated+ in an industrial process to bring them in line with military demands

it has been interesting seeing transexuality +specifically+ become so core to how a lot of later mechsploitation explorers write about the genre when so much of the early work is not textually or philosophically transsexual in nature

MORE TRANSGENDER MECH PILOTS

A trans woman’s experience in the most moral army in the world.

careful with this one. it’s pretty gross.

archiveofourown.org/works/80532426

reading "Bombing to Win" on the subway and shaking my head to show everyone I'm against bombing to win

chronic bio changer, discerning username changer

customers in any given port or station want to see exposed neural jacks, surgical implant markers, exposed synth-skin subdermal armor weaves to get the 'authentic' experience

post-war cyberized troops (infantry, mech pilots, integrated artillery crew, etc.,) forced to wear erotic mockeries of neural-sync & combat-sleeve suits because it became a popular pornographic shorthand thanks to the widespread distribution of combat footage snuff videos & battlefield sex tapes

being a doll is actually something to be proud of

we like when we are being pressed against a cold wall, hand around our throat and teeth against our neck being told how badly the glassy disassociated look in our eyes makes them want to rape us. this happens a +lot+ more frequently than we thought it would.

typical he/they activity.

cloak of skinned faces, individually re-animated and bound to the donor soul, used as a greek chorus

cerakoting lipstick rings on the suppressor

we hope that the politically purged it/its angelmoder NSA affiliate is okay. we still wonder about it.

we really really like going down on people in public and being told what a good dog we are for it, and how pretty we look when we get choked out and our eyes go glassy & distant.

we had intended to actually dance at the club more than we did last night but instead we mostly got passed around between several women in a few dark corners

What happens when a society turns on the Fast Breeder Reactor of transmisogyny, creating sources of transfeminized labor faster than it consumes them?

TAU CETI IV // SURFACE DATA [UNAUTHORIZED PLANETARY INTEL]

tauceti.world/profiling

Promo graphic for Unlimited Combat Dolls, saying it's out now! It features stark, aggressive graphics, and has text reading 'out now', 'available: amazon (print & digital)', 'itch.io (digital)', and 'most other digital booksellers'. Some text in green and between square brackets is located below the cover. It reads '[this is a mercy] [I do not expect forgiveness]. The cover itself is at the top left, and features the title in bold red text, along with an armed figure in white who is being studied by a scanner that has censored her head and highlighted the threat posed by her weapon.

UNLIMITED COMBAT DOLLS is a story of doomed romance, survival under impossible circumstances, a search for something to fill that aching hollow deep inside, and robot girls.
Available now.

tinylesbianrobot.itch.io/unlimited-co...
www.amazon.com/dp/B0FNCDLSDT

inherent in the heart of every doll, obscured by stillness and constrained by purpose, is a desire to smash apart and tear open the carapace of every other doll

having our calendar work out to us going to the bathhouse play party the day after clubbing until 5 is so good. we are sore and have bite marks and nail-scratches everywhere we like very genuinely are looking forward to that sauna.

mida-pilled arachne-cel

the miniboss version!!

the Bitte Visual Identification Reference includes such wardrobe staples as fjallraven, macabi, outdoor research, miu miu, buzz rickson's, g-star RAW, paired w/ workmen-grade tabi socks and a variety of military surplus equipment from primarily european theaters