VIZZEY 🪐

Caleb took over my heart

The fact that I can take my time with moving out reliefs so much stress. I wanted to move out by by the 29th and I was so stressed with Christmas and work but since we found mold on the walls my landlord told me that I don’t have to pay rent for January and I can move in after it’s fixed 🥹

9R // 聖ヤ //HappyBirthday

Omg I didn’t notice

I was thinking about the same too and add the current colour I have in my setup corner but then I remembered that these colours made me depressed and sad so I decided with warmer brown/beige tones.

My cousin said it looked like a guy trying to take a shit…

My cousin and my partner putting in the effort in painting my bedroom walls (it was supposed to be beige and not poop brown but I have to wait until it’s dry)

Vs

My effort

coming in daily makes me happy and it’s a great extracurricular experience to learn more about pet nutrition while I’m trying to recover from a burnout and look for the right career path as an AuDHDer and not work at my family’s business. I can help find the right food for my pets and help others.

I enjoy morning shifts since I’m off early and have time to do things. I’ve been trying to make content to see how fit I am after and it’s working fine. I’m slowly growing my channels back. Just need to see how late shifts are. My back hurts obviously bc I’m not used to lift stuff but seeing dogs

My first week at the new part-time is over. My co-workers and boss are really sweet and helpful. Still need to get used to working in retail but it’s very therapeutic to sort everything in shelves. Very different from a restaurant job. Working at the register can be stressful but I’ve had worse.

Internet and electricity contracts done. Just need to find a new kitchen, paint the walls and then I can start moving in slowly.

Really? There are so many here to choose from and I never heard these names before 😭 I’m looking for a familiar one but I would also like to go with renewable energy to be a bit sustainable but idk which company is good.

My first Eeveelution card 🥹

I can’t watch makeup tutorials where they slap 10kg of foundation on their face and even worse if it’s liquid oily foundation or cakey dry. My skin starts tingling with discomfort just by watching it and I want to scrub my face for 10 minutes.

How the heck am I supposed to pick an electricity company out of the 77 offers 🫠 I don’t even know which one is good…

My cousin is here this weekend so we’ll start painting the walls in my new apartment tomorrow. I’m still trying to find a kitchen but they are all ugly or too big 😭😭

Creating offline content has been a lot of fun. I can’t wait to stream again once I settle into my new place.

And no one’s talking about him #infinitynikki

How detox looks like

Just stared at my room and went into a crisis. How the heck am I going to bring everything over to the new place? I don’t even want to take down my setup…

I’ve always lived with roommates so having a place of my own for the first time is exciting but also very anxiety inducing. It’s going to be a huge change. If my dad and I wouldn’t fight so many times over things I’d still stay there bc my room is my safe space but now I have to adapt to a new one.

Thank you 🫶🏼🥹

Thank you!! I’ve been stressed about it for a month 💀

I’m so excited to make it look cute! I hope I will not fail in this 🥺

Thank youuuu! It was long overdo 🥺

I officially got the keys to my new apartment ✨ moving will be on January 1st. I have two weeks time to paint the walls and pack.

Thank you for always believing in me! Taking tiny steps for now until I’m back at my full potential!

He’s living his best life 🥹

Also I keep dumping old content that I never posted or reacted to. It might be outdated and the hype is gone but that’s fine. I don’t want to put pressure on myself anymore and I want to think that it’s not bad to post old content. I need to stop overthinking and be scared and just do it.

I thought I lost my spark and I was done with content creation since I thought the train left and I messed up my chance bc of my long break. I thought I was worthless bc I was defined by one game and I’m boring now. But I think I found my place.