Tim

Crumbling away

100% neuron activation.

I wanna clean myself as fast as i could.

Calm down, Timothy. Slow.. and stable. You're the best in this. Let's do it.

Or probably because who i face is a scorpio too.

My people skill is declining.

Until today too, i let the gate open at night. Waiting for something. But then i realized. I forgot about a thing. I choose to remember it as being lost rather than.. being murdered.

Kangen babi panggang bpk haleluya

So pretty...

Those repeating dreams..

I'm afraid that is exactly my type.

The meds i took in the middle of the night few hours ago, gave me a major dyspepsia when i woke up.

But different with the last two guardian i had, this guardian had me pay a professional bucks so she took this very serious. Idk but this pampering and all of the exorbitant assistance and services.. makes me nervous.

I got so nervous because my new guardian is so formal and extravagantly polite. (She bows) (god) (please) (what is this).

Day 1 with new professional guardian. Nervous.

My fav series in Netflix is "AJ and the queen". I admire Robert's positivity and kindness.

When you are gifted with a power of "when you touch someone, you feel their pain" not a literal touch but, i dont know, it hurts. It hurts. It really hurts.

Yesterday i painted the starry night by Van Gogh. It was on a medium canvas so now i'm thinking what about we re-do it on a bigger canvas next time.

These guardian thingy... is actually stressing me out.

God i's so sleepy.

And just like that, I start painting again.

I admire how this app opening act is a butterfly icon. It's giving Screwllum.

Sickening how i trust myself too much these past days.

Third day not sleeping.

Stitches.

Revolution take its toll tick the switch and open your third eye.

Break it to me.

And the beast i nest inside, and the bitterness aside, is growing like a newborn.

Run run run, kitty kitty run run.

It was all golden in the sky