io

look as much as everything else sucked i did take a picture of my ass in a g-string i ended up with (long story) and like, for as much as i hate myself i'm pretty sure my ass could give someone psychosis like honestly it looks nice as fuck

this day started out so good but between the way my anxiety hit this evening and this i'm starting to feel a lil cranky

i am gonna scream, finally got a victoria's secret package today, and not only is the bra the wrong size, the matching undies didn't ship with them

"oh yeah, some women experience something like a period on HRT" i really wish someone had been a LITTLE more clear about what that was like!!

i dont even have a uterus this is bullllllshittttttt

I love it so much actually I'm so much happier

God I really am a woman that's so cool

Idk about stacked!! They're definitely on the smaller side of Cs lol

:3

oh yeah exciting io news, guess who's a c cup now

the tzuyu bra! last year(?) the members of the kpop group TWICE performed at the victoria's secret fashion show and so now a lot of people refer to the bras by the names of the members of the group that wore them!!

i mean it's a nice little confidence boost that's really it tbh!!

i am fucking catfishing out here, it's the first time i've ever put on a bra and said "wow" out loud.

unfortunately the tzuyu bra does work as advertised

i had a bad today today ("when will this bitch ever have a good day")

i had like an agitated and unwilling to cooperate client
i got yelled at for this in my supervision meeting
i then get home and find i have missed a summons for jury duty

i think maybe someone should bash my head in with a rock

Yeah it honestly is really interesting? I'm sure our respective traumas and things also play into this too

people joke about me being princess coded but i was just thinking that it would probably take me at most a day and a half to get used to having attendants. like i would not mind at all if someone drew my bath, carried me to it, and then bathed me rn

the most embarrassing thing about me is feeling like i don't belong in the most asinine spaces to care about belonging. what the fuck do you mean i don't "feel like a real fujoshi". useful emotion brain, thanks

i think i maybe need to take a social media hiatus

and like a "making plans irl hiatus"

can you have me hands free
i don't mind a little imitation plant based meat

i cant get sweet n lo out of my head and its just not a good song to be caught singing

do not wanna admit that the stress of the last couple of weeks is getting to me but it clearly is

Dang I have 1 biological grandparent left

She just passed

Save me beta blockers

Beta blockers save me

Oh yeah that's a panic attack

god given the reaction to the 'getting hit by a truck' thing i probably shouldn't mention 20 minutes later my mom called me to say my grandma was going to pass any minute now

i thought (and still kinda think) i saw someone i had not seen since my freshman year of college who was friends with someone i no longer talk to as well as an ex and boy has it just thrown me off my game

hypomanic episode rn would fix me