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Tetas ~

By @chromapan.bsky.social / #furry #furryart #art #nsfw

Sbooty :3

Warming up to art again! I drew @nektsune.bsky.social over the weekend while recouping <3

Now i want a burger

#Furry #Furryart

real shit <3

Mishka Doodle.
Red flags,
Tinted glasses,
Broken promises, etc.

A Valentines Day with @pudgemonsterkit.bsky.social

My peak was about 10 years ago when Tumblr was my playing ground and my art felt relevant. Now i'm down to under a tenth of the audience i have; and the people who grew with me are either gone or grown into their own circles.

Gonna take breaking my arm as a sign i should probably just switch monikers again and start over for a 3rd time.

Toy story 4 didn't need to exist; and honestly this one doesn't either.

Talk about beating an undead horse

checks out ingredient wise

Thank you! I really appreciate it 😊

Oh, I abandoned Tumblr aeons ago, but whenever I get curious and check, I have new notes for stuff that was banned??

Also never appealed their bans so I thought I would be off the search and stuff.

In DA I still get some faves and watches even if I abandoned it more than a decade ago

Specifically FA search works like this. You can select "advanced search" and "all time" to get results older than 5 years; but i feel this is for performance purposes. Remember FA is archaic...

Cool fact about me?

I won't show up in FA if you search for my old handle because all my stuff is older than 5 years. Yay for fandom obscurity XD

I just noticed a lot of people that used to be friendly with me suddenly disappeared when the art stopped flowing.

I'm up to 5 years now stuck in this rut; and it honestly makes me feel like any friendly interactions out of this medium were just about the art, and not the person behind it.

Honestly? The only 'group' i feel comfortable with anymore is my partners, and the more i try fitting in anywhere else; the tougher this feeling gets.

I've done some 1:1 with some people that were friendly with me; but it all seems too parasocial on their end. I'm not a person to them.

I've felt like i'm unable to draw or make anything worth posting anymore and the longer it goes on; the more frustrated i feel that this account is just... sporadically full of my complaints and insecurities and Zero art.

Should i just delete?

In mexico there used to be a "pepsi retro" with the same draw-in of using cane sugar. Not sure if they tried it over in the US?

The grinding experience of caring for others, thinking about them and doing stuff for them only to be disposable in their eyes. Fucking grueling. Gtfo.

En gustos se rompen generos.
(Aunque la neta, Pepsi tiene mejor sabor) XD

I should probably just limit myself to make friends with people who have their shit together.

i s2g

Pet pet

Neemy maid

The place I went to had unlimited sessions, and it took me like 12, easy.

Physiotherapy has been kicking my ass, I feel like jelly

Honestly I think the pizza delivery guy is letting him ramble on purpose... or maybe that's what I would do and I'm just projecting?

Either way, Fatty Pawbert. Superior Pawbert, Ultimate Pawbert

🫡

This dragon is hiding a big secret

Absorption*

Dammit auto correct