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Nicholas

@nicholasheide.bsky.social

(he/him) | Hedonistic Queer | [Dormant] Anglo-Catholic | Erstwhile Orthodox Seminarian/Subdeacon | Worthless M.T.S. | “The more you know, the more you know you don't know.” | ♱

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Remind me to tell you of my friend Evan the poet

24.02.2026 05:47 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Is the Rocky Horror Picture Show just a commentary on hedonism

24.02.2026 05:45 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

It’s not as though some live with the passions and the rest without them; the variables at play far outnumber these two.

It’s that each individual lives differently with unique combinations of the various passions; susceptibility to them is not binary, but rather a spectrum of spectra of equations.

04.02.2026 00:50 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Seems like the former U.S. of A. could really use your ol’ guitar there, Woody.

15.01.2026 15:18 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Another vocation pushed out of reach, another uniform hung in the back of the closet.

Everything is just collecting dust now,
from my faith to my friendships to my finances.

15.01.2026 06:24 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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The local center of fellowship, friend and family bonds, memories, connections, beauty, and hospitality:
Gone.

A whole new life’s purpose, after being derailed from my own soul’s vocation:
Up in flames.

Farewell, ol’ beauty. You sailed us through too many tempests and so many doldrums. 🖤

15.01.2026 06:15 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

That’s curtains forever, folks. 💔

15.01.2026 06:05 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Human beings are an exceedingly judgmental species. . . 👀

The judgment is *incessant.*

It’s gotta stop.

09.09.2025 00:50 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Ah! See, the whole murder thing is really spinning around in that ‘old electric mixing bowl’ I call my “brain” as well… 🤔
Fascinating

[ruminating…]

08.09.2025 23:49 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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#NewProfilePic #pfp
Thoughts?

(Does it matter?)

🧠💭 I really like wearing green… 🤷🏼‍♂️

08.09.2025 23:47 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

“Pursue Peace with Everyone […]

See to it […] that no root of Bitterness springs up and causes trouble ...”

‭‭ — Hebrews 12

08.09.2025 23:38 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Why do YOU think God favored Abel’s animal sacrifice over Cain’s fruit/grain sacrifice?

What makes one better than the other to the Creator of Everything, whom we call “Love” & “Father”?

To my undergrad OT prof, I believe the answer was simply

…Divine Election. 🤷🏼‍♂️

So… “It is what it is,” I guess?

08.09.2025 23:34 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Hmm… 🤔 [good thoughts brewing; head nodding slowly]

You’re a good one—I like you.

[thoughts still percolating…]

08.09.2025 23:31 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

* “…the Creator of Everything”

+LHM 🙄

08.09.2025 23:29 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Why do YOU think God favored Abel’s animal sacrifice over Cain’s fruit/grain sacrifice?

What makes one better than the other to the Creator of the Everthing, whom we call “Love” & “Father”?

To my undergrad OT prof, I believe the answer was simply

…Divine Election. 🤷🏼‍♂️

“It is what it is,” I guess.

08.09.2025 22:33 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

‭‭ — A Reading from the

[…one curiously enigmatic, anonymous, challenging, fascinating, rhetorically-talented early Christian’s…]

Letter to the
Hebrews‬ ‭12‬:‭14‬-‭15‬ ‭(NRSV)

08.09.2025 22:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

“Pursue Peace with Everyone,

and the Holiness without which no one will see the Lord.

See to it that no one fails to obtain the Grace of God;

that no root of Bitterness springs up
and causes trouble and through it many become defiled.”

08.09.2025 22:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

* -ish..? I think..? 🤔💭 hmm.

06.08.2025 04:29 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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"Luceo non uro"

[📸: 8/5/25 / 2 years ago]

06.08.2025 04:28 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0
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That’s curtains for tonight, folks. 🎭✨

All re-set for tomorrow’s show.

06.08.2025 04:12 — 👍 8    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 1

My grandma just dropped by and surprised me with a box of produce from her church’s food pantry and I could *weep* 😭💞

I was just thinking, “Okay! I’ve got rice! And… one onion left. 😞 And $10.24 in my bank account—“

It’s so hard out here, folks. 🩵

02.08.2025 18:54 — 👍 34    🔁 2    💬 1    📌 0

And yes, I still have *that* account… much to my chagrin.

Don’t judge me. I know you still use Amazon.

Contribution to Evil is inevitable in Satan’s own country. 🤷🏼‍♂️

31.07.2025 23:05 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Bio says it all ✌️

31.07.2025 22:54 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

No clue why I randomly got back on these accounts… Don’t count on me being around a lot 🤷

31.07.2025 22:54 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0
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Aww, I love the sentiment! 🤣💋 That’s very sweet. Haha
I wouldn’t want that though—they’re not in the wrong, tbf.

31.07.2025 22:50 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

It’s actually the one icon that watches over my bedroom. 😇🙏

(All the others are spread everywhere throughout the house.)

31.07.2025 22:49 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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@ friends

…🦗🦗🦗

31.07.2025 22:46 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Iconographer: Olga Shalamova (2019)

31.07.2025 20:26 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

@cebm.bsky.social Iconographer: Olga Shalamova (2019)

31.07.2025 20:26 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0