˗ˏˋ ☆ 𝑨steria

I can say her journey in this world was not what she had expected.

Asteria in FFXIV. She's just so cute and you know what I may actually try this for a change.

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Her gaze lifted, steady and intent—exactly the way he liked it. “Because I do enjoy looking at you like this… giving you every bit of my attention.”

“Is this me being shameless?” Asteria asked, voice dipped in soft uncertainty. “You wouldn’t mind if I… tried something a little different, would you?”
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“Me and you on the dancefloor.”
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Now the wargame of fighting temptations starts. Now I really have to fight my way through to not be tempted. Why?

I have got to be dreaming. Is this real—?

“Once you face your fear, nothing is ever as hard as you think.”
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“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.”
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“I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.”
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“Keep your face towards the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you.”
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“That which is striking and beautiful is not always good, but that which is good is always beautiful.”
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Yes, I have grown completely obsessed with my mc, that I take photos of her too many times to count and I am not ashamed of it. That’s my goddess and I love her to death.

“Always remember that you are absolutely unique. Just like everyone else.”
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“There’s love enough in this world for everybody, if people will just look.”
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“Feel this and remember what I’m giving you.”

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happy with my new interest? Yes, I am. It’s good having something else to focus on. I am at the point of determination to get plenty of wishes for a rerun next year. And it will be worth it.

Due to some changes, will I ever return back to FFXIV? Probably not. I don’t want to join a community where I am no longer welcomed in due to what I’ve done. Will I want to keep in contact with those I met in FFXIV? Yes, I most certainly do. It may not be many, but it’s enough for me. Am I currently

and I wish I could have done things differently. But I was never born in this world to be perfect. I am flawed. And I have toxic traits that I am learning to unlearn as I go along.

callout post was too much and even though I did something wrong. I hold so much accountability. But I don’t want to be remembered for all the things I’ve done wrong. I know there’s more to me than my wrongs. Yet, I find it impossible to figure out what that is. But there has to be.

I am sorry

it. I am doing my best to change and do things more differently. I guess deleting and making a new account is me being the same. Looks like I am running away from my problems. Not precisely. I am leaving the past in the past. I blocked the people who have blocked me, so they don’t have to. That

After some thinking and some time to consider. And to why this brand new account, what seems like the third time. My third and final time.

The thing is, I am not perfect. I did things in the past that I am not proud of. I would take it all back if I could. But all I can do is learn and grow from

I did used to play this game before it start getting popular. So in a way I returned back to playing with a new account. Not likely I will remember my old one. And I was mostly testing it out back at that time.
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Anyway, my stuff.
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А можно сюда добавить пуш-уведомления вроде "Вы давно ничего не постили, а пора бы уже." А то я за себя не помню, не говоря уже о соцсетях 🥀

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“My wish for you is that you continue. Continue to be who you are, to astonish a mean world with your acts of kindness.”
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“In all things of nature there is something of the marvelous.”
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“The biggest adventure you can take is to live the life of your dreams.”
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“I saw that you were perfect, and so I loved you. Then I saw that you were not perfect and I loved you even more.”
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