llimus.personal

I feel an insane amount of grief every day. I feel like my friends move further away from me the more I try to engage with it. I feel like I'm undesired unless I'm mindless & happy. I feel like I'm overlooked if I am.

I feel insane. I feel insane. I feel insane.

Anyway, I'm mad about the newest GW2 expac and furious that people are willing to eat it up.

Looking for the good in something is fine, reasonable, even. But defending even the turds about it and calling them good???

I really hate fandom, man. Can't give a valid criticism on shiiit because oops! Someone's put their self-image or self-validation on liking the thing!

I'm sorry, thing can be bad and it not be a ding on you as a person.

spiders 🥰🥰🥰

I just launched a new asset on Jinxxy! The Draconic Moth Wings!

Of course I gotta mention again, @linsaangs.bsky.social made the original design, @drakious.bsky.social made the model, and I did the textures and Unity work

#VRChat #VRC #VRChatAsset #Wings

working on something skittery... possible new sona in the works

giant gengar...

underrated show, it deserved better
#maomaoheroesofpureheart #maomao #cartoonnetwork #redesign #cartoon

head focus icon of a house centipede. it has cartoonish hay expression to its eyes, and a few hearts floating near its face

#invertober 25, house centipede!! i think they are so cutes so heres a face focus

#invertober2025

horror authors talk about the scariest stories they've read- for the guardian, thank you sara ramsbottom

okay. I fucking get it already

I'm the fucking alien here

A digital painting of a masc sylvari dressed in loose, fur-lined robes in warm colors. His bark is a dusty charcoal, and his fronds, gathered into a loose ponytail, are white, with markings similar to silver begonia leaves. His face is in profile as he stands in front of a bright, snowy landscape, holding a dagger made out of glowing ice in a loose grip.

A digital painting of a masc sylvari dressed in loose, fur-lined robes in warm colors. His bark is a dusty charcoal, and his fronds, gathered into a loose ponytail, are white, with markings similar to silver begonia leaves. Orange glow, like burning embers, curls along his features and fronds in flowing lines. His face is in profile as he stands in front of a snowy landscape at night, holding a dagger made out of glowing ice in a loose grip.

Celebrating my return to RP with some much needed art of my elementalist 😌

#gw2 #sylvari #oc

painting water still hurts 🐲🍣

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Hi, I'm opening up commissions. I have two (2) slots for stickers and one (1) slot for a talking icon! Reply to this post or shoot me an email at jay.llimus@protonmail.com

stickers run ~$35 for existing bases, $50 to create a new one
talking icon starts at $50

all may increase by complexity

new peeve unlocked

"Free commissions!"

I'd just. like to stop getting fucked, man.

god I fuckin suck

Shares are appreciated 🙏

Digimon Story Time Stranger protag with their arms wrapped around the middle of Beelzemon whilst he's riding his motorbike

Digimon Story Time Stranger protag with their arms wrapped around the middle of Beelzemon whilst he's riding his motorbike, there are lots of hardlight objects and strobe lights in the bg

On a date with the BF in front of the industrial area lgbtq+ lights
#timestranger #beelzemon

Drawing of Bianca (left) and Sam (right) cuddled up next to each other giggling while Bianca laughs at something on Sam's phone. Sam is looking at Bianca endearingly. There's doodles all over the page as well as texts shared between them to show their silly dynamic in a very scrap book style organization There are a couple of wolf motifs to portray Bianca's werewolf, but she is gentle towards Sam On the bottom left shows what's on Sam's phone that had Bianca laughing and its just them with a potato snapchat filter On the bottom right, Bianca took a film photograph of Sam at an exaggerated forehead angle with a lipstick mark on her forehead as Sam looks at Bianca with a lot of love, unaware what Bianca is doing

don't even think about what's right or wrong, or wrong or right cuz in the end it's only you and me 🩷💚

#lesbian #monsterhearts #oc

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The full quote: "I think the sublime confusion is from nineteen to twenty-nine. You think you are late for everything, you're a has been, nothing is happening, there's no opportunity for you, the world is closed, everything is a disaster, you wanna die. And then you're thirty. " "You young people are in the exact age of desperation. I never felt more done and old than in my twenties. I'd say 'life has passed me and I did nothing.' But I'm here to tell you that's not true: you have a lot of fucking time."

I love Guillermo del Toro calling ages 19 to 29 "sublime confusion"

ngl... Hornet Hollow Knight is kind of gender envy......

Digital artwork with a square aspect ratio. It features six highly stylized lionesses in a pride circling a slain male lion. The male is shown from top-down view while the females are shown from a side view. The lionesses have mandala patterns in their fur. The dead male lion appears skinny and old. The style is similar to a vintage print on textured paper. The color themes are gold and red. The bottom right contains the artist's signature and the the word "yong-gi" which is a Korean word for courage.

Unfortunately this one can't be made into prints for blatant violence (my work usually skirts it; not today), but I can likely get them made elsewhere if there's demand.

Did you know lionesses will sometimes take out their males when the pride is under intense pressure? That's pretty cool. #art

"Is Castora cursed?"

she's struggling but its worth it

🙏 save me nongshim black 🙏

ouugyhghhghh allerdgies,,,

A painting of a cloudscape at night. A fox/moth-like dragon flies above a sea of blue clouds with a trail of blue glowing moths following close behind.

flight of moths 🌙