felix 🧷

fasting today too i think. however im high so i might end up eating everything. we will see

aww dog has homophobia in its eyes <3

got high and binged two nights in a row lol WHOOPS

fasting today (3/28)
hoping my paycheck posts soon or else i cannot pay my rent lol

xyz daily average is ~500 i got this i got this i got this

ugh i wanna get a nostril piercing so bad

math aint mathing because the charcuterie board was 225, not 200. smh

tuesday 3/25
charcuterie board - 200
chicken and brussels sprouts - 240
yogurt - 80
apple - 85
vodka - 200
total: 830

forgor pics again lol

hoping i can lose 15lbs with this diet (over the course of 7 weeks) and finallyfinallyfinally be underweight

however these are calorie limits not calorie goals! my omad today (3/24) was a croissant and iced almond milk latte, 475 cals total :3

no pics this time but i will try to include them in the future

man i straight up don’t want to do anything anymore ever

lov this

you do, this is huge. congrats mootie <3

forgot abt the one 800 cal day, im not doing 1600 so im having that be 1200. but idk, this feels p doable

the abc diet is completely untenable for me because i am a grown ass man with a full time job and not a bedrotting teenager but. i am considering doing a modified version doubling the cal limits. it would still never be more than 1k, which is my current limit. thonking.

on the one hand i fucking love not having a smartphone and apple watch bugging me all the time. on the other hand it was a lot easier to stay obsessed with restricting when i had all that health data + logging calories was easy and convenient

IM LOCKING IN TOO WE GOT THIS

okay binge cycle over ive decided. doing a 24h fast to hopefully reset my system. fingers crossed ill want to keep going but im not setting unrealistic goals bc that Does Not Help

friendship ended with productive membership in society now double digit screen time is my bestfriend

taking tomorrow off work as a mental health day so it doesnt matter if im hungover the whole time. but also i feel miserably depressed and i kind of want to do none of these things

might eat supper might make hot cocoa might get high on dxm and barf it all up

can i lose 15 lbs pls

this looks amazinggggggg oml

got back from visiting the situationship. man. we love each other so damn much, wish we weren't awful for each other lol. its always so nice to see him but now i have to go back to my real life again 1000 miles away and my heart hurts

aaaaaaaaand im way over for today bc my dumb ass decided to get drunk. killing myself with a rock

not even a good one lmao

sh sesh in da work bathroom wagoo wagoo

havent eaten above 600 im a week which is way lower than i usually restrict and i can feel my brain going into power saving mode

already planning out my supper tonight EVERYBODY GIVE IT UP FOR EASY MAC YOGURT AND AN APPLE FIVE NIGHTS IN A ROW WOOOOO YEAHHHHHHH

lost all of 0.2 lbs -_- whatever, no such thing as bad loss

i NEED a poke bowl this weekend