Lady of Puppets

congratulations marchie!!!

cats have so many adorable noises 😭

as ever, when I start feeling better, I get anxiety attacks :)))
Ah well, hopefully it's gonna go away!

ok, that's good!

oh you're back! hope you're ok! :o

congrats!!

happy girlday marchie! <3

the worst part is, imo their chemistry and wacky hijinxs are really the soul of the show 😭
they really should lean more into it, idk-

my first act upon switching to bsky was removing the discover feed, and honestly great call from me.

I have literally zero confidence it's gonna happen which sucks because damn they look good together 😭

another issue, is that I realize I spent most of my time "numbing" myself to realities around me, and now that the fog is lifted, I feel harsher bouts of loneliness,,

But I still think it's important to move forward and figure it out rather than walk back.

for now, i think the benefits of doing daily tasks + less impulse buying/eating is clearly worth this, but I'll likely need to find a better balance with this new outlook!

I will say, the "downside" to my meds, is that my drive to play video games is at a flat 0 right now 😭
on one side, more productivity, on the other, I kinda still wanna gayme yknow??

I'm just so lucky to have her in my life...

the more we've been together, the more Remiel has taken to showing her belly, and by now she does it pretty much everywhere whenevere I'm around 🥺

she does!! cuddled me nicely this morning!!

watching videos on cats and sobbing because I love my kitty so much

well, that first week on meds has been...exceptional.

more productive at work, cleaned up my house, worked out consistently, ate better and less, more calm, more stable mood...

so far it's everything I hoped it would be, hopeful it keeps up!!

nice!!

i watched the end of part 6 and now I'm re-binging jojo

good morning March! <3

I will not be silent any longer

things are as they should be

all I ever wished for was the ability to do daily tasks and so far this is working fire

Cleaning up my living room and I keep finding Sariel's droppings hidden in the most unlikely places

my beloved

I still need to complete a Hades II run with full vow of rival.

Chronos kinda kicked my ass last time and I don't even wanna THINK about typhon.

Screenshot from The Boyfie Bullying Bureau discord group chat His gf: "never say that again" Me: "never say that again"

I'm in a group chat with my twink and his girlfriend and this is a very succinct summary of what goes on in there

a big thing I noticed since I started taking my meds is that time feels like it has...slowed down? and yet, despite time passing slower, I don't really feel bored at work or anything, which is most odd.

also worked out!