Sai

Not to exaggerate but I'll go to war for this subanui

Smile so cute eyes so adorable, so full of joy and whimsy, very cheery and brightful that it's blinding my eyes, very very fluffy huggable and holdable perfect for a nice cuddle, the cuteness he emits deserves only good thing in this world and I'll do anything to protect him from any harm-

The new subanui...... I think I'm dead

スバ英 || SubaEi

Just want to put it here that this account is mainly posting about subaei so unless you're fine seeing subaru and eichi kissing each other or me yapping nonsense about them, I don't recommend following me

Also a quick drawing of him without the jacket bc I think the outfit is pretty cute (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

Subaru and daikichi 🧡🐶

#enstars #あんスタFA

I think it's funny how others always having a hard time to understand eichi and here subaru can immediately tell like even eichi caught off guard abt it too. Subaru is just that powerful..

I really love for how subaru can just understand eichi without even talking to him like he can just see through him and most of the time he's right

Then not long after eichi the one that do the same thing as him when he's watching trickstar too and hahhhhhhhh that's just so crazy pls stop

Hahhh this just reminds me in the anime for how subaru eyes sparkle so much when watching fine performance for the first time and he's just in awe, admiring for so long even though he's in a threatening situation at the moment..

I wonder when he's performing while eichi is in the audience, he would notice how his eyes sparkles watching him.. I know he woule feel extremely happy bc he has met his expectations that he can get that kind of reaction from him hahhhhh

There's a lot of moment where it's more of eichi -> subaru but I'm so glad that subaru -> eichi is still there too. It's pretty subtle but it's beautiful when you notice it..

I just really love it that how they're so similar indirectly and it's mostly subaru the one who notice it and I just can't huhu they're so precious to me

And also the fact subaru wasn't sure if he's right but he said it bc he can see that eichi is feeling the same thing as him...

"Your eyes always sparkle like you've discovered a star".. like that is also what subaru do when he's watching idols too and the fact he realizes it's the same with eichi too is everything to me like hahhhh

Re-reading eichi fs1 story for the billionth time and there's a lot of crazy sbei stuff in the story but this one in particular stands out to me bc the way it's implying Subaru is aware and watch him many times to notice abt it and I'm still not over it

No problem and yeah you're right. I think maybe can try to focusing on other interests more too and maybe when you're ready you can decide want to stay or not? But for now take a step back from all this and just do whatever makes you feel better

I'm kinda bad at comforting ppl or forming a words but I just want to express that I hope you'll feel better soon

I always priorities to keep doing whatever that makes you feel happy and if it does not, there's no point to stick around and suffer more. So no need to feel bad, just do what you feel best

I know it's hard to quit smtg esp when it has becoming an important part in our life, but it'll be better on your mental health to do it rather than forcing yourself to keep loving it when it just going to brings harm for you. It takes time but it'll be worth it

This situation really is sucks to everyone right now so your feelings are valid. I know enst is a comfort game for a lot of ppl but if the game brings you this type of feelings, I really suggest you take a rest and distance yourself from the game and socmed for now

When winter come or when he's feelings cold, he can just called out one of the two to come and cold is no more or he can just ask both I guess so he'll have double the warmth now hhhh

I mean both are said to have warm body temperature and also the only one that isn't afraid to do close skinship with him aside from his unit member I guess soo it just makes sense

Bc I ship both sbei and chiei, I really love to joke that it's mean eichi has two body heater now lol

Subaru didn't really count bc I draw so many times now and I like to think I've grown numb to his hair but I still let out a tears each time ngl. Well at least I did enjoy drawing his hair though

Now that I think abt it, I haven't really draw chiaki that much huh but I remember the last time I did, I wept drawing his hair bc messy hair is my greatest enemy

It's chiaki birthday today. Even though I've favor someone else now, but my love for him still remain the same no matter what as he is the character I fall in love first and I'm truly glad that he's the one that've caught my attention (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

Hahh no matter how many times and hard I stare at my art before posting, the mistakes will only stand out after posting and I'm losing my mind every time

Also if you ever saw me delete the art many times; no you don't