Shadow

The proof exists...
What took me 14 years in one, took me months in another. It's time to say goodbye.

But don't worry, the furry is still within me, you just...can't have me anymore

My proof was Monday night, in the chilly windy rain, from restaurant, to bar. They wanted to celebrate my birthday with me, and they did. This chapter of my life is closed. I know who my friends are, and what I felt was true, confirmed.

Lies.

Goodnight Bluesky...from the Last Furry Outlaw

My lack of reach recently

Nah I'm not gonna say anything...I'll just shut up and move on

#FursuitFriday #Fursuit #Furry #Arcade

Halloween? Nah man just me and my new arcade machine I got for my 35th birthday.

Trick or treat
Fruit to eat
Another high score
That can't be beat

There's just a high level of bullshit today. I can't take it. I'd much rather be at home

Birthday comes before Halloween...let's just remember that.

And while everyone remembers that, remember this...you can party all you want, go steal candy, go do some pranks on people or shit, I dunno. Or...you could, I'm just saying...come play some games...I'm just saying!

Three hours well spent

Pretty quiet for my birthday. Hectic...but quiet.

I likes.

Nighty night Bluesky...see you in the morning...one year older

Let's just...change it now. This way I can go to bed and whatever happens, happens.

Covered "Shadow Of The Day" as my first song, took a little bit, did "Killing Loneliness" and the next thing I know I get a "stay right there...we've got another one for you" from the DJ.

Duet cover of "In The End" which ya boy covered Chester.

And the cherry on top?

"Ace of Spades"

Last night was 👌The food was exquisite. And look, I can't recall a time when I went out to eat where I was sang Happy Birthday to. And the karaoke...OHH MAH GAWD! Fuck that fourth wall, fur balls we over here coming in like a wrecking ball to that fourth wall.

Just like last year...

Birthday rolls around (this Thursday) and I can't get excited for it. I want to, but I've not felt like looking forward to it

Monday night is officially a birthday party complete with karaoke. And through the last few days of darkness I have been through, I have sworn a vow ONE SONG has to be sung. If anyone wishes to take a guess which song, it's got my name in the title.

See that fourth wall too? Yeah, it's coming down

About to grab my shower and call it a night online. Today just wasn't my day. Battling my own bad headspace currently and I am not winning. Not that anyone knows.

All I wanted was to exist in a space where I felt right at home and it's just not to be. Not something I thought would happen.

I'm better than the treatment I receive...and better than the people who treat me as such

Batting a thousand today in chat but when you're me, do you expect anything else?

Sarcasm here obviously as my attempts to socialize have blown over like autumn winds.

Born to lose
Live to win

I'll head to bed

By this time next week, I'll be turning 35...and just like last year all I want is the same things I had been wanting. But it's whatever.

Goodnight

BARON OF BUCKETS!!!
We tried to get them to rest on my arms. Probably could've worn the sleeves and they probably would've stayed.

The quest >>>might<<< continue next week

We finished an epic quest to wizard Medieval Madness yesterday. We are now KING OF THE REALM! And our first demand as Mad King. We demand...

Buckets...
ALL YOUR BUCKETS!!! It's TIME! FOR THE BOO BUCKETS!!!
#fursuit

That high of achieving something massive is something fierce and it's with me tonight. Medieval Madness was the last Williams/Bally machine I have in my collection before I buy some more soon.

I am just...wow...it's so weird that feeling

To further exemplify how huge this is, I have played this table for five years and not once gotten to Battle For The Kingdom...until tonight...where I fought and won on my first attempt.

"It is on this day, 20th of October, year 2025, at approximately 6:11 p.m that we officially crown you, Werewolf Shadow, ShadowWolfFurry1, KING OF THE REALM in Medieval Madness!

ALL SHALL BOW TO THE MAD KING!!!"

Missed #fursuitfriday ?
It's alright! No sweat!

After all, Christmas trees can be put up on ANY day of the week

#furry #fursuit

It's one of those "got too much happy shit going on to care today" day. No gatherings necessary

It's also nice to feel my socializing feels back up from yesterday. I don't feel so fight-y today

When the pets are that good and they stop...they should never stop

We decorating today while my rut amps back up

YouTube video by Metallica Metallica: If Darkness Had a Son - The Amsterdam Sessions (Amazon Music Presents)

Fuuuuuck...My face is melted. Good thing about having SiriusXM is finding out songs you didn't know existed. "If Darkness Had A Son" is a favorite. THIS however is way better
youtu.be/nUa-RyfsR2k?...

Facebook reminding me that three years ago, I was drunk texting and cuddling in kigu and in #fursuit

There are a few subjects I've learned not to approach online, as I can safely have my opinion, and happily exist without making myself look like a dumbass. And today I've seen a little of each while I'm just like "nope, I would say something you might not like, but I've learned better"