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You ever have those stoned delusional fantasies of like "nah bro I could totally do politics"

Cause I sometimes do.

Also dam King's "Fairy Tale" is really good

Fuck my soul i ended up being sick ughhh. Somedays I hate working nights.

TRANS DAY OF REVENGE, by G.L.O.S.S. 5 track album

NH is fucking infested with proud boys, neo-nazis, white supremacist militia, and i mean confirmed mother fuckers

Miss me with the calling everyone i dont like a nazi. Only so much white homeland, 14 88, SS tattoos before your a duck

Also girlslivingoutsidesocietysshit.bandcamp.com/album/trans-...

Transgender Day of Remembrance · American Civil Liberties Union Foundation of New Hampshire Join us on November 21st at 5:30PM in Concord to honor the memory of transgender people who have lost their lives to anti-transgender violence. We'll gather in community, speak the names of those we'v...

So a thing is happening and im doing to it

Honestly its times like these that I think of G.L.O.S.S and how we need yo engage with vigils.

www.mobilize.us/aclunh/event...

Read these books.

"Don't talk about politics" by Sarah Stein Lubrano.

"How minds change:..." by David McRaney

"The cruelty is the point:..." by Adam Serwer

Hold rallies and town halls for you base then do what @katmabu.bsky.social and @zohrankmamdani.bsky.social did.

Go punk shows or talk to faith leaders. Show up for unions and for the homeless.

If your running on affordability and populism people will come.

Honestly we should allow for mutual combat cause a lot of fucks need to get punched in the face.

Its so clear that to win elections now its pointless and counter productive to talk to this further right of Ezra Klein.

Dude I'm so done with the Nazi in chief. Apparently calling him a facist Bubba cock sucker is inviting violence on him

Yet him legit running cover for bone saw and calling for dems to be tried an executed isnt.

What the ever loving fuck its never more clear that his base is in brown shirts.

Bro I fucking love my boyfriend yet like have you seen trans women? Like i love fems, thems, and hims. Still i lose my shit everyday i see trans woman.

Like they are so fucking kissable bro gods as my witness ill kiss more trans women.

Also seeing myself in the mirror is rad af.

Still its okay to lose hope imho.

Yet that can't stop us from doing the work of mining out that tunnel. Cause we might not breath fresh air yet we can still sing around flashlights if we must.

Liberation is never given only fought for and the fight is always trench warfare.

Hopelessness is, if im being honest with y'all, the fuel keeping me going ya know?

Well maybe its the rejection of said Hopelessness. Yet their is days that I can taste gunpowder.

I keep telling myself that this is the best time in all of history for people like me, maybe not in the global south.

I have been depressed since roughly age 5. My first memory was being sad that I couldn't play with my mom's barbies. Before I transitioned I had been looking for a way to die. Mostly it took the form of dying while doing something good.

Hell in some ways it still is. Yet I no longer seek it.

Is that i force myself to have revolutionary optimism. I'll be real its a concept I don't fully understand.

For me it means protecting that flame no matter my personal cost. I wont kill myself ill die of old age or someone will kill me. Im not but a woman after all.

So i usually have a policy of deleting posts that come from my depression yet I'll leave this one up.

So im an anarchist and nihilist.

A lot of that centers around trans people and how most of us might not see the end of the tunnel.

Yet the big thing that stops me from bleeding the woodchipper.

Ya know this is your reminder that America is still genociding indigenous people.

תפילה להפך – מאבן בֹחן | Prayer for Transformation, from the poem "Even Boḥan" by Rabbi Ḳalonymus b. Ḳalonymus ben Meir (1322) • the Open Siddur Project ✍ פְּרוֺיֶקְט הַסִּדּוּר הַפָּתוּחַ A prayer by Kalonymus b. Kalonymus ben Meir that appears in his poem ספר אבן בוחן, יג Sefer Even Boḥan (§13), describing the author's wish to have been born a Jewish woman. . . .

I definitely dont know if I posted this before yet its something that sits in the back of my brain. It just takes up so much of my brain power when I want to hate myself

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Hey guess what I dont like nor do I trust cops.

Anarchist is a label used a lot yet its mostly inaccurate. Honestly outside of fucking larper as mother fuckers it's a pretty coherent ideology about questioning dominant modes of thought.

For real Anarchists still have leaders folks just not in a total sense.

About the project About the project

If you haven't checked it out yet hit it up and start reading works by anarchist.

theanarchistlibrary.org/special/about

After a lot of soul searching the final nail in the coffin was a conversation with my BF. So yeah fuck you speficaly if you voted for Trump.

Im done spending emotional empathy for bigots and nazis.

Womp fucking womp

So its hard to square give empathy to those who would willing and without a second thought kicking queer kids out of their home.

This internal conflict of mine is so fucking hard, ima make a therapy appointment i think.

More on my thoughts on my personal empathy.

Im willing to sit down and talk with people right

Yet in the back of my mind im trying to plan out a structure of my life that lets me take in and support runaways and those in need.

It becomes more and more clear to me that the energy i expend on the maintenance of empathy is pointless. It gets more clear everyday. Anyways my anti proud boy tattoo. And my anti cop tattoo.

They promote the continuous for profit slavery via prisoners.

They promote the H-2a visa effectively another slavery. These fucking farms sell these people back and forth.

I just it..I just its so fucking hard to have empathy for people who support this shit.

How after that conversation I choose to live my life off the guiding principle of love.

Yet fuck me man. My empathy just feels worthless and misplaced. When it comes to the right that is.

Like these fucks vote people in who promote concentration camps for my community.

Its hard to not see ignorance as a choice.

Its harder and harder.

I feel as if im losing a part of me that deradicalized myself from the right wing shit.

One of my most proud moments was after a conversation with a Muslim. How he took the time to explain how his faith is not one of hate.

Every day I keep getting closer and closer to womp womp. Like its harder and harder to force myself to have empathy for people on the right.

For awhile and hopefully for longer my take was

"they can take everything but my empathy"

yet like the material conditions arguments get harder and harder.

Just got hit on by another older man with the phrase "im not gay but your [hot]"

Bro your making it gay

Tbh any time a trans fem response to me I get starstruck