Mage's Diary

my brain capacity has significantly diminished. all i want is to sink my hands into my big soft silky belly and moan as i feel it glorp and groan beneath my touch

my aspiration in life is to be a cute boy and that's about it really

sometimes i've experimented with the thoughts of being a different gender but i dunno. i think i align best as a cute fat boy and i'm proud to be one!

retweeting it 'cause i'm prone to fits of obese narcissistic delusions sometimes too... it's good for my ego

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hey, darlings~ you may not know this, but i am really close to my goal weight at present! unfortunately, my appetite is bottomless and requires a LOT to keep me comfortably full. if you want you can help chip in and make melly even more massive here. pay the tummy tithe today~

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i gotta get more shit of my sona so badly it's unbearable i need to be a big blobby bunny boy more than anything else ouughghghughoughughh

(art credit is @notmyday1.bsky.social. but you already knew that)

i'll tip over my goal weight and then try it......

the thing is that i want the feeding to be less forceful and more like coaxing me to eat stuff you know. forcefeeding is fun but i want to revel in being used as a food dump, not just focusing on horking down the food they put in me

(read: i want to be handfed donuts in a cubicle and forced to burst my belt and pop my buttons)

when i was more impressionable there was this furry comic called The Curse of Doughnuts by wolfgonewide on dA and it was basically a bunch of fat furry guys getting fat as hell off of donuts and looking back on it now it did a lot of things to me that i've never recovered from since

still thinking about this. i'm definitely never slimming down to fit in it again so i may as well destroy it while pigging out. it'll be fuuuuuun

sad as it is that i have a job which means i'm no longer a neet, i know deep in my heart that it's worth it

i will have all the money in the world to spend on fast food... plus it's not customer-facing so hehehehe i can be big as hell and no one will be any the wiserrrrrr

NOT true.

well. yes true. but i want to be as independent as i possibly can... it makes losing all control all the sweeter once it's taken away from me

my toxic trait is believing that i could generally exist and be somewhat active at 500lbs+. no i do NOT need someone to bathe me, i do NOT need someone to clean up my room, i can definitely 100% do these things on my own without needing to be spoilt or pampered... o-okay...?

that's how they get you chill. only a matter of time before you've got pancakes like your bunny boy

dude i have an interview thing i have to go to at a later date and i'm trying on my dress shirts and HOLY FUCK this button shirt that fit me years ago is practically straining around my middle now. oh god what have i done to myself.......

LRT is the cause of my current yearning. 100% goals i have GOT to get that fat

pile of dough :3

god the yearning is too strong today.

hi i'm melly and my goal in life is to get so fat my cankles cover my feet and my belly brushes against the ground

i just need like one day of being hairless and smooth so i can be the sluttiest pig this side of the southern hemisphere. i need to eat food on all fours and feel my flab rolls billow outwards like human plumes of smoke i NEED IT SO BAD

i'm TRYING to convince myself that i'm fine with 300 but it's not WORKING IT'S NOT ENOUGH WHEN I SEE PEOPLE LIKE THIS WHY IS IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO CROSS THE PLATEAUUUUUUU AAHHHHHHHH

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me when i'm in a "keep your goal weight realistic" competition and my opponent is the softest 450lb boy i have ever fucking seen

eat food. get fatter.

a little bit of greed and gluttony every now and then never hurt anybody. certainly did ME a lot of good, let me tell you. if anything there isn't actually a good reason NOT to indulge yourself 24/7.

(slaps belly) this bad boy will bankrupt you out of house and home and you'll thank him for it

i need $1000 right now so i can immediately spend it all on food. because i deserve it. and also because i am hungry

heartbreaking: in anticipation for a con i plan to go to next weekend i have to curb my cravings and not spend all my money on fast food. how sad...

mmm...

i don't think we have good burrito places where i live... i should really try a good burrito because all i've ever had are shitty school cafeteria ones...

not even dinner and i've already ordered something nice to eat... haaww...

hungwy.

every day i look in the mirror and see new stretch marks on my tummy... feels great