Saeral 🎀

I try to not think of it but especially at times of events like Olympics I often wonder “maybe that could been me riding in paraolympics, if life was not so fucking unfair”

I stated to read Medalist and this manga really hits home for me as ex equestrian (even if the manga is about figure skating the feeling and themes match )

The regret that Taukasa feels is something I still deal with, and I can see easily younger me in Inori..

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I am re playing Xillia and after playing Xillia 2 it’s truly hits different.
Everytime I hear the word Kresnik I have “war flashbacks”😂
If you know you know 🫡

Because my problems with Symphonia I instead started to play the Xillia Remaster with my assistant. I had some frame rate problems but the most annoying thing is that the skits take forever to show up, and sometimes don’t show up at all 🫩 (I have played it originally on PS3)

Like the game don’t recognize my PS4 controller at all, I can only move in the manu with keyboard/mouse etc. I guess I just wait to my bestie to come visit some point and figure out it for me 😅

Well I can’t play Tales of Symphonia on Steam because the game don’t work with my PS4 controller, and I can’t figure how to get it to recognize it 😭

I hate how tech illiterate I am, it’s hard to be stupid 😭😭😭

It’s one of the holy trinity of Tales games for reason 😁

I hope Abyss get a port to modern consoles or a remake at some point too 🥲

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I have this inkling of replaying Tales of Sympohnia, I got it to PC some time ago (I played it originally on PS3)

My assistant is coming tomorrow so maybe I start playing tomorrow with her. I love playing games with audience, it’s fun to see how others react to the story etc and comment on it :D

Technically It’s the gangs cat (as the MC aka Teuta kinda forces to them to take the cat in lol) but bedside Teuta Mozu is the main caregiver most of the time 😂

Irl photo of a pill, half red and half white

Photo of the Pill Hinako takes In Silent Hill F. Half white and Half Red

Photo of Multiple pills on floor, from game Silent Hill F. Pills are half white and half red.

I find it so funny that the pills I take everyday for my pain, look identical to the ones Hinako is taking in Silent Hill F LMAO

Femme white woman, long brown wawy hair, has glasses, black top abs pink cardigan with flowers.

feel like I can’t get good selfies anymore so I don’t post them that often nowadays. I took this like over month ago, before I finally got my bangs cut (thanks the fuck, because they ware getting hella annoying) 😭🙏🏻

Awww 🩷

Apparently I was too socially smart to be autistic (my relationship history says other wise ) and too mentally I’ll to them to be sure If I have ADHD or not 🥲 (is my ability to concentrate shit because of ADHD or trauma lol)

Still salty they didn’t give me a specific ND diagnosis but was like: “Yeah you definitely have enough neurodivergent symptoms to be ND but you don’t fit in any specific diagnose box fully (they did couple of tests and 5m phone call with my mom btw, and I was there for a MONTH)

‪Like I’m not kidding when I say that I try to avoid going out like it would kill me during winter, and I will absolutely not leave my apartment if I’m not forced to go somewhere myself ‬

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Fot my unfortunate demise I needed to go out today AND FUCK I HATE GOING OUT AND DEALING WITH THE SNOW WITH A MTF MANUAL WHEELCHAIR (thanks the fuck to the fact that I have assistant pushing me)

Next week I need to go out again to deal with stuff, FUCK THIS SHIT (pls save me)

Anyone else get this gamer slump when you can decide what to play next because nothing really “speaks to you” at the moment?
I was planning to play a Otome/VN next, after all I did spend like close to 300h with P3R + Episode Aigis 😅

I really like Persona 5X but holy fuck I despise the third palaces puzzles, I even looked up a guide on YouTube and it still didin’t work. 😭💀

You too!

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Merry Christmas!

Anyone wanna be forever roommates with me and adopt cat or two? 🤔

(I can’t change the litter box by myself unfortunately)

Virche was popular too, and I know they are both angsty asf (especially Virche) 😂

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I really want to buy Virche or Collar X Malice from the sale 😭😭😭 (Or Onlympia, or Jack Janne OR..,)

Glad that somone find me funny 😂

Aww thanks for the nice feedback! ☺️

I have wondered some time why do people follow me?

I’m curious about what makes people to like me/find me interesting enough to follow me? 🤔

Do you find me funny?
Do you guys like my personality?
Do you find me interesting some way?
Or is it just the pretty privilege? 😅

I could also read vibes that correlates well with struggles I go through as an Ace person. (shout out for all fellow Ace people out there)

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I love Aigis so much, mostly because her struggles hits so close to home. The whole “I have humans heart but my body will never be human enough” it’s very good parallel to being physically disabled.