(biting my hand) I WANT TO DRAWWWW

why do i feel like something bad is coming...

((HELPPPP I'M SO NSBFLBXBDC))

suffering from i miss my friends disease... ough..... :(((((

warm

intellectual attraction... ough.......

can this thing write itself. i want to read it, but it doesn't exist yet

*so cute.* i want it right now

i want to play with her... when will we be together again?

can't wait to see her!!

oh stars i forgot it's valentine's day soon... *the valentine's day comm sales...!*

*sigh* it's one of those "i want to rip us both to shreds" moments. an "i need to crush your bones" moment. can't i have peace

i want to observe her...

hello... perhaps

i caved in and got one from an acquaintance who does letter comms and i'm. i'm so insane about what i got (/pos)

the songs we become obsessed with can come from the most unexpected places.

i hope al is as obsessed with me as i am with him

as a child i couldn't understand how workaholics existed, but i feel like that's actually something i could become if i'm not careful. but i'll watch myself

(sighs longingly)

summer is evil. i hope it gets colder soon so you can have the chance to do that soon, though! sounds comfy :]

wait. one day i should make fake dating sim screenshots with my ocs. and maybe with al too-

girls. what girl is on your mind

i've been tempted to get an f/o letter for months, but idk... hmmm... i wonder if it'd turn out well and if it's really worth it ;-;

honestly this post strayed so far from what the essay i mentioned was about hkdjnd

and when they do say "i love you", i want to value that action as much as i did the first time i heard it. more importantly, i always want to show how much i still appreciate them and what they do for me.
anyway. sorry if i sound like an old man saying all this msbdkf

when my friends talk to me, share their thoughts and feelings with me, i think that's really special. they like me so much that they'd choose to spend time with me over doing anything else? people are constantly telling they love us without necessarily using those words.

there are just so many things, small or not, that we no longer notice bc they've become commonplace to us... it's easy for life to seem dull when you ignore them, so i always make a conscious effort to appreciate them. and i believe that's especially important when it comes to the people you love

yesterday i read an essay from "designing design" (k*nya h*ara) and it made me a bit emotional... i'm starting to like that guy.
i've been thinking about the importance of valuing things in life and not letting them become "normal" in your eyes.

what can i say. she's made to be held. a plushie, if you will. soooo adorable and squeezable...! hmmmm

perhaps one day, if i feel like it :) but it truly doesn't matter