Omg what did you do 😭 cause rn I’m lostttt.

I guess to update the last post I made, I don’t feel that way anymore. The denial was within myself. It’s hard to explain but I’m just leaving this here, idk

Dang so I didn’t sleep and processed so much of my life and woke up a new person. I’m realizing who the real person to blame for my mess and it’s myself lmao. I’m my own enemy, and everyone around me is actually chill they just don’t know how to help me.

As a human being, I change too much

i just feel even more damaged because everytime I update her on myself, there’s still denial and no validation for me. im confused and hurt, and honestly I just feel more lost I don’t know what to do. both my bio mother and her have always treated me this way. nothing has ever changed except me

been going through this with the person who’s always been my mother figure. since discovering what I have and been going to medical help for it, it seems, or feels like she can’t accept it, or me. She can’t see that I am autistic, and my bpd has masked it my whole life. and guess what,shes a trumpie

Leaving is going to take months for me but I’m for sure starting the process now. Anything owned by META I got to get away from omg it’s so bad

Making the best decision and dropping modern Nintendo to invest in a steamdeck finally. Bro I couldn’t even finish the games the only one I was obsessed with was animal crossing and even that on the switch is buns. Going back to the 3ds for good 🫡 prolly spent hundreds on this bs since 2019 smh

Why am I mad? Because I drew them and they got loved, and I forced myself to listen to TS so much she has been my #1 for years. Yall want to know something crazy? I blindly streamed her music and had the sound off so I didn’t have to hear it. Guys Instagram made me sick in the head

I’ve always wanted to say this but no I don’t like Taylor Swift and Twilight. TS as an artist is controversial as it is and she doesn’t align with barely any of my beliefs and Twilight was only nostalgic because my mom died and I happened to like watching Eclipse with her or smth. The books f suck 2

Instagram has always been a piece of shit and I hate I actually work over there. It’s made me hate myself especially as an artist, my friend hooked me with this and I’m going to try and post my art here. Fuck Meta it’s bad and it’s not even helpful for creators. My art business has suffered sm
#art