DahrXR

Dahr‚ wounded and adrift‚ struggles to recognize the fragments of who he once was․ Regret and longing echo within him‚ bound to memories of a time that feels unreachable now․ What was once close has slipped away into distance‚ leaving only silence where connection used to be․ He waits‚ caught between the desire to forget and the inability to let go․ In the quiet‚ he longs for release yet remains unable to escape

Dahrvali v5

And for this Spooky Month... what could be better than a corrupted soul and a decaying mind?

a shadow of what once was

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I can’t forgive myself for what I’ve done... I know I never will, that’s my punishment

Dahr‚ having embraced the Avali form‚ has found comfort within it․ He has slowly begun to put down roots‚ forge friendships‚ and build trust among many․ Now‚ this form has become his default identity the one he chooses to show the world

Dahrvali v4

Now with FaceTracking!

Honoring its shapeshifting nature, this version can swap out body parts like the tail and wings

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I’ve reached the point where I no longer believe I’ve ever deserved anything

Dahr‚ driven by an unrelenting curiosity to explore the LEWD world‚ has reshaped his form into a vessel of temptation․ He wanders between desire and surrender‚ seeking not only to seduce but also to embrace the allure of being seduced

Dahrvali v3

This time I was exploring the kinkier side of the community~

I also wanted an “all-in-one” avatar x3, but in the end, I scrapped it all due to lack of use

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Memories turned illusions, anchors I cannot break, afraid to lose them, ashamed for wanting to let them go

Dahr has refined his appearance‚ now fully at ease in his Avali form to the point where he even considered never going back

Dahrvali v2

This was the time I experimented with a half-cloak and a scarf

The scarf never made a comeback, but the cloak became an essential part of my Avali’s identity

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Now, my cowardice keeps me pretending to get better
an actor playing progress

Dahr‚ the shapeshifter who once tried the Avali form‚ has now made it his own timid‚ yet certain that he belongs here

Dahrvali v1

The first truly modified version of my Avali and also my very first time using Blender!

It includes some subtle changes to the base Davali, but it was a special milestone for me

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No progress, no relief, no way out
Forgetting is impossible
All that remains is to live with the weight and carry it in silence

Dahrvali v0

My very first avatar (basically a recolor) is now public!
I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed making it.

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Also, I’ll be making all my other avatars public soon

Lately, the only language I’ve spoken is guilt