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second problem: it is also possible that rodrigue just actually for real did not know how old byleth was and just assumed he was a young-looking 30+ year old which i hope makes it even funnier when he inevitably finds out how old byleth actually is over wine and chess or something

literally intentionally set up the most incredible guilt trip if he died and then he immediately died. horrible man. i love him.

i'm having so many thoughts about a guy whose main purpose is to die for the narrative and it's so funny. but to be fair i did this for shepherd in zzz as well

but rodrigue himself admits that it's because he knows dimitri needs an adult, so he immediately asks byleth to be that adult and it's FASCINATING but HORRIBLE LMFAO like. the parentification of byleth. like i'm just laughing so hard, it's so beautiful but terrible but i understand completely

rodrigue also does this fascinating horrible thing where he immediately imprints on byleth and mentally puts byleth in a category of "adults" where rodrigue, gilbert, and byleth are the adults, and everyone else is a child to him, but byleth himself is no older than the children

i'm not even saying that like i think he's a bad guy. he's really not. he's actually a great father to dimitri and ingrid but he's a horrible father to felix and this is because all of those children need different things from a father figure and he just could not be what felix needed

i'm actually so strangely fascinated by rodrigue as a character lmfao. not for thirst. if i had to justify it i think it's because his personality is actually very similar to my own and i understand him completely, so seeing the way in which he's a horrible father is deeply cathartic somehow

i might have some kind of fe3h fic inside of me but i'm not sure what form it will manifest in.......... i still want to write more smut for metaphor and genshin too so my life is a nightmare

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me: it's okay to be a person struggling with productivity during a prolonged crisis my brain: not u though me: not me though

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Managed to draw Caelus with all the brunnette tops… and there is a 5 pg spicy weltcae comic too 😤! Please check out the zine!! 🥹🤲

tbh i think gallacae became one of my favorite dynamics to write anD IT'S THE WORST BECAUSE WE'RE NOT GETTING ANY MORE GALLAGHER CONTENT

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Caelus is a /smooth operator/

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i've been super tired and shit but happy to report to y'all that i got a raise

𝓞𝓱 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓪𝓫𝔂…

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リーライで焼かれちゃったんだ…！脳…！

tbh i don't really "like" hopes as a canon or a game (it's terribly boring) but i don't think i could've fallen so hard for byleth without the additional characterization from hopes which is why i never wrote him back in fe3h's heyday. but when i think about him being a stoic papacon i kind of die

buying a long cashmere cardigan because i'm obsessed with the way male byleth looks like such a cute cozy cuddly professor from behind... like look at him... my man needs a nice hot cup of tea while he grades student papers whispering to himself "they're just so stupid"

I want to draw them more often

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#ガイ空　#kaether

i took out like 2 hours of my day just to listen to and digest the radwimps tribute album and honestly i'm still so emotional

i LOVE THE BABY... WITH HIS BABY FACE........ thank u for always drawing perfect aepers