Cinnabar 💐

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In Defense Of Shoving All Your Toys Under The Couch

A quick doodle I made of mothman
Based on the song Butterfly by Marina

Aero, a red and orange dragon-raptor, but their lower half has been transformed into Stratus's, an orange and blue cloudbeast with a very pear-shaped figure. Aero looks down in flustered shock, standing on just one leg, as if unbalanced.

Get 🍐'd idiot >:3c

#art #TFTuesday

big cats

hmmm... Radio
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gift

Purring machine
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Comm

the shark stretcher!!
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comm

Spruce lounges

mechanical fit
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comm

favorite resting spot
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comm

Love is stored in the tummy
(+expression alt lol)

feathered fella
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comm

#borzoi

i feel like an asshole for thinking such things about people i care about.

do i really crave validation this much? i don’t know what i want i guess i just want to feel normal whatever that feels like. it’s amazing to hear that i am loved but then the thoughts come back and tell me that it’s baseless and they’re just saying that out of pity

i’m not sure i have contributed to anyone’s life in a significant way and it’s at the point that i’m starting to think that i would not be missed if i up and left
like oh, he’s gone, i guess that’s sad but who is it really going to impact.

i think i am a kind and welcoming person, i think i do my best to have an open mind and i try to show care to everyone i meet, but i dont know if its enough. im not that special or talented or creative and my life has been uneventful

i have never found someone to engage in a discussion about the things i’m interested in but i feel like i am bothering people if i try to talk about it

i think i am terrible at speaking to people no matter how hard i try, i can’t stick to my hobbies or try new things out because i’m demotivated all the time, i feel like an outsider in my circles and it makes my thoughts worse

i have been plagued by feelings of inadequacy for a long time now, i don’t know why people interact with me but somehow i immediately come to the conclusion that i’m not interesting when they don’t

i don’t think it’s normal to be thinking like i am as often as i am

i don’t know why, i cannot help but see people and think
“they are so much better than me”
“they are so much more interesting than me”
i also cannot help but overthink all the time and it’s so debilitating

please go play Bits & Bops!! it’s incredible and i need people to yap to about it

Reef type droids

hiii!! ::}X

I GET SO HIGH WHEN UR WITH ME BUT CRASH AND CRAVE U WHEN U LEAVE

i love fantasy legendary creatures!!!

Barbaric with Babish

A page full of doodles of different creatures with the title "Doodle commissions!!" Prices are listed in dollars as follows: Doodles are 15 dollars and color, extra characters and extra pages are five dollars each.

Heeeeeello, it is new little comms time!! I am opening little doodles for 15 American Dollars !! The format is like two or three doodles of a character of your choice!! Maybe more, depending on the complexity and what you are expecting from this thing. We can discuss it :]

#commissions #art