Vayre ✨ Opening Comms ✨ Comipara 6 ✨ CF22

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Opening cmmissions! I'm almost done with the current queue so I'm accepting the next batch!
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Their interview has finally concluded. The questions and answers that once danced back and forth, finally laid bare as the truth to be remembered. He had always given Veritas anything he desired. He desired to delve deep into his own psychology, and he set up a nice room in his mind to have a discussion. He desired answers, and he provided. But now he questions, why would he have those desires if he couldn't handle it? He wished for everyone in that room to be dead, and he helped him achieve that goal. So there's no reason for him to reject this truth. And yet Veritas desires to forget everything that just happened. It's probably beyond his realm of understanding, as he was Veritas's own desires personified. Any impulses he ever had were never held back by any semblance of morality or consequences, he only ever cared to gain anything he desired. Veritas wished to remember. And he revealed the truth to him. And he wished to forget. And he ate the memories away. And he wished to remember again. And he revealed the truth again. And he wished to forget again. Again. Again and again. After all this time he had to wonder, does he have a desire of his own? Or is it the deepest part of Veritas, who desired for himself to accept the truth just for once? And yet he chose to shut his mind again, losing his will to continue as long as that guilt exists in his heart. He couldn't help but feel disappointed in him.

He once provided the answers, but now he had questions of his own. "Did you regret separating us?" "Why wouldn't you realize this is your desires?" "Why couldn't you accept the truth?" The mind fell silent. He received no answers, only the echoing urge to forget everything that transpired. This has always contradicted his other desire, to pursue the truth and to never become ignorant. "What do you truly wish for?" There was still no answer. To fulfill one desire, he must ignore the other. And the failure to act on his desires, had left him disappointed in himself.

There are worse things Veritas had done in the past that wouldn't even scratch his conscience. His research and creations might have been the cause of countless pain in the world, but he would always argue that it was the user's choices and not the fault of a tool. Would the inventor of a knife be blamed for a murder by one of his buyers? Of course not. It would be easier to commit the crime, sure, but it's not like there weren't other methods if the intent is there from the start. It's all about the intention. He couldn't bear to admit it, but he did wish everyone in that room to die. It was a meaningless seminar to spread their delusions, putting doubts in their hearts over the experts. It was deemed rude to cut off their speech or to just walk away, he had to sit there and rot his mind away, until that desire of him emerged. Hearing the truth from his other self and remembering everything that happened in that instant— to feel such joy and freedom upon realizing he could act however he wishes to, achieving his goal and to know he is smart enough to get away with it, to feel such a cathartic experience before all the guilt suddenly rains on him upon realizing it. He couldn't blame anyone but himself. He simply had someone to fulfill his wishes for him. If he had blamed his own creation for everything that transpired, what does that make for his past creations? Can one mind bear the weight of such guilt? His logical side kept making up excuses— But his conscience wouldn't let him get away with it. His self preservation begs for mercy, while his responsibility needed to end it all, to stop himself from causing more pain in the world— And yet he desires to keep on living. He couldn't form another thought. His mind needed to protect himself from any reckless behavior, and yet remembering the truth caused him unbearable pain. Is this why they say ignorance is a bliss? It is hypocritical of him, but he wishes he could've forgotten everything.

Disappointing.

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What have you done?

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Are you asking me?

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when the ignorance is being 'cured' or something

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alright it doesnt work bye im perishing

I'll see you in hell, Veritas.

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Testing if this works here too 🏃‍♂️

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me everdyay

i miss b!ratio so much

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silly boi doing a silly prank

A peculiar statue (5/7)

A peculiar statue (1/7)

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there was a time where my post averaged 70 likes but now it's like?? yeah fuck that app i dont get whg anyone likes that. not to mention the shitty cropping ugh

baffled of people going back to instagram when it's the absolute worst app for me

no one i knew on my feed, it's all ads, my reach is absolute dogshit (5 likes when i have 1.7k followers), people have to update me via direct dm, wtf

Happy new year! First b!ratio art of the year~

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why do i keep forcing ppl who quit a game i like to talk about it. of course they're just going to fucking trash it cos its dogshit and other games are better anyway, thats why they quit it in the first place, fuck my life

lowkey pissed they made phainon suffer 33550336 times, now me trying to make an AU where ratio die 17 times feel miniscule

i miss b!ratio

so sleep deprived but i need to wake up at 4 tomorrow i cant drink coffee i cant sleep later augh

only a tiny variation, the head may tilt a bit or the hand is raised to his face level, or taking a step forward, at first glance it looks vague until ratio figures out what these poses are

then we cut to b!ratio being the one sculpting it, after he's done and it's revealed these poses are actually

ratio likes making statues with poses and intent but one day he wakes up with a statue of himself just standing there like🧍‍♂️and he's a bit spooked cos like he sleep-sculpting? but also expected better of himself to sculpt something better than just a 🧍‍♂️ pose, but that happened for a lot of days with

I wanna finish Veritas 17 first but I'm struggling to think of the climax

I already finished the beginning until Veritas 17 meet 18, and I had an idea for the ending, but it's the middle part that's tricky since I don't want to use the conflict from the movie

wdym i thought of a cover for my next ratio book what am i even gonna put in there 😂🫠😭

My 2025 is filled with Dr. Ratio 🥰
He went from psychological horror to slightly intimate only to get slammed on the ring lmao

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