Rae

Loppi your renders floor me

Not just any journalist, she won the goddamn Triple Crown of broadcast journalism (an Emmy, a Peabody, and a Murrow) in 2024 for her reporting on Gaza.

This is textbook censorship of the highest degree

Seeing people set achievable goals for themselves reminds me to be kinder to myself and stop trying for the impossible

#Malicemizer hehehe

Wahhhh thank you Loppi 🥹

Photo cards I designed for a stamp rally at Megacon London this weekend 🫣 #haikaveh

Is this the year I become a YouTuber final sprint of my 20s like

What if I made a last minute print of Mana-sama from Malice Mizer he is always on my mind

sluttiest outfit ever

Ye olde monster lovers
#art #yuri

#Berserk #Griffith 🫀

I'm taking it as motivation to do better and make kinder decisions for myself this year btw sorry for the doom and gloom lately!!

I only finished one illustration last year which is the least I have ever drawn my entire life which I guess is a good indicator for my mental state last year

rkgk

Sorry for posting here I just feel creatively "finished" like I haven't felt any legitimate happiness or joy in my life for many years now. Every time I think I'm on a path to recovery I'm just mentally headfucked again and again and again and now I feel lifeless.

I feel so overwhelmed at cons now the environment around them is so different to how it used to be I find it difficult to enjoy myself anymore 🚶🏻

I really don't want to table next weekend I just want to bail on it and like cry lol

Sometimes I really have to remind myself I'm not a failure I'm just not middle class.

Water color sefikura art piece. Sephiroth is wearing a maid outfit: a dark maid dress with frills on the bottom of the skirt, a green bow and heels. Cloud is wearing a regular sleeves t shirt, pants and Oxford shoes. Sephiroths hair serves as curtains for both of them. Seph is sitting on Cloud's lap, smirking behind her shoulders looking at the viewer. Cloud is red as a tomato desperately holding onto her

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#sefikura

I'm going to improve my art and become a creative again I mean my life actually can't get any worse

It takes me a day to make two pics aaaaaaaaargh I'm slow

Yeah honestly also the idea that you are supposed to constantly produce things is just so toxic and non-human I'm not a cog in a capitalism machine

I have one con this early on this year that I'll take with a grain of humility but the rest I've intentionally booked from summer onwards to push myself for those

I've not worked on anything new for cons lately but I'm really not going to beat myself up for it. It's not natural to think I should be productive all the time especially when I consider all I've been going through offline

I love Sleeping Dead it's one of my Top 5 BLs

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Goddamn my ass forgot to eat I am ALWAYS missing something... Sisyphean tasks

this whole time i might have just been phone addicted and dehydrated lord take the wheel

a stylized 3d render (in the style of kenne gregoire) of my cat meche and a great horned owl.

lookalikes 👁️👁️

shout out to @gh0stpee.bsky.social because this is my fave thing of the saddos and its still my computer lockscreen hehe ITS SO CUTE....