Flora 🌺

o-OH. 💜💦💦

i've had to log in like three times this week on the same browser so it kinda sounds like something with their login management is fucked

vr screenshot. a cute little bat demon with glasses and a glowing spiky halo offers you a low-poly wireframe heart 💜

it's dangerous to go alone, take this 💜

i hate that they're probably doing this for money because fears of losing other funding sources

i fucking hate that money runs /everything/

i am not a fan of them slowly pushing more and more of this shit into the browser

i really don't want to have to find alternative software AGAIN. please don't fucking do this, i've been using this browser for twenty years

hey firefox why the actual fuck is "ask an ai chatbot" in my context menu now

This is not how corporations respond to an ineffective protest. This is how they respond to a protest that they would like to have go away.

So don't let it go away. Keep it going.

In fact, Streissand Effect this shit. Call attention to how much they want this to go away.

CAN CONFIRM. Riot's mods are immediately nuking any mention of mastercard, and giving lengthy chat timeouts for otherwise innocuous comments.

unsure how effective comments will be w/o absolutely massive numbers, but its EXTREMELY telling that mastercard feels they have to resort to this.

i'm really sorry to everyone who i've let down like this over the last several years. the list is not insignificant and i'm grateful that anyone still believes im trying.

i really miss being able to Do Things that aren't the result of either a crisis or hyperfixation

i don't care if i don't "need" to be useful or productive in your mind, it's a psychological AND PRACTICAL need and i am withering in the absence of that ability

the problem is that, at this point, it ends up being correct in the overwhelming majority of cases, and it makes it hard to wanna even try/offer

doesn't matter if it's due to external circumstances. still just feels bad and inseparable from my own failures.

being such a mess for years but still wanting to do things with/for others Feels Really Bad because my inner critic has developed a snide "no you won't" response to my expressions of "i want to do ___ to help/contribute/express myself/etc"

to be fair: as an adhd haver, trying to focus on more than one thing at once makes both tasks suffer and my brain feel bad too, it just compulsively insists on trying anyway (usually without noticing)

not saying you *are* but i don't think that rules it out, either way empathies 💜

okay cool why did bluesky reenable video autoplay and the trending topics panel

are we intensifying the twitter% speedrun, or is this local and my browser is trolling me

🧡 *hugs tight* yuh..

💜💦

in childhood i vowed never to have kids, and it's been weird and interesting to break that vow through regrowing my murdered childhood

part of adulthood seems to be, one way or another, learning that baby powder gets *everywhere*

you know what would be really funny?

if people started calling MasterCard saying "I mentioned MasterCard in a Riot/Valorant/League of Legends stream and I got timed out/warned/banned. I don't understand why that would happen. Can you explain it to me?"

nightmarish screen capture of dusk accidentally stretched to 10x width in blender

wide dusk isn't real, it can't hurt you

..ohgod

i hate asking for such a huge luxury in the current climate of everyone needing help, but hell, my body is tearing itself apart and medicine is failing me and idk.

omg 💜

i just took a hot shower, i could plainly feel the muscles releasing tension as the water hit them. there's so much still there that i'd probably cry if I weren't stoned

i can't relax and i can't do this kind of care the way i need it at home and i need help

i turn 38 in a week and a half and honestly all i'd like this year is several hours of massage and hot tub and such

Mastercard has reached the stage of desperately trying to gag people for saying bad things about them

WHAT WE'RE DOING IS WORKING

i want an absolutely giant stuffed animal with internal zipper pouches for a hot water bottle and a magic wand. this would go a long way toward fixing me

if insurance actually cared about safe anxiety reduction, they'd cover the cost of a heated, vibrating plushie the size of my torso so i could hug something and relax

i'm normal now.

ranting won't help but thank you

no, and yet again i have no recourse other than "lay down and take it and move on"