Shawneeeeeeee

This last episode of when life gives you tangerines is tearing me UP

Watching more of when life gives you tangerines
I’m crying with it now
Maybe bc of lack of parental love I’ve felt lol

Recovery hasn’t been too bad

Still watching when life gives you tangerines
I’m trying to get out of the habit of binging so I’m spacing it out
I miss seeing bogum ☹️ the story seems to be centered around them being middle aged with their kids now

I use both !!

I’m about to start eating like I have barely any money
Surviving off broth, fruit , and veg

Also this drama got me developing a crush on park bo gum

Okay episode 6 was crazy
I knew something would happen bc she mocked the dragon king !
I wanted to cry but held it in
I’ll continue watching tomorrow

I hate the way they kiss in kdramas😭like do they be kissing like that fr or is it just for tv to keep it pg? lol

Maybe the world has hardened me but I just started when life gives you tangerines and I’m not sobbing uncontrollably like others have stated
I cried just once when the mom died but everyone else says they cry each episode 😭
Let me keep watching

I need to start on all the hobbies I want to pursue !
I just want to know how to do things and many of them !

I need to get everything I want.

I love seeing all the girlies trying to get it together for summer like yeeees

Literally just had like a 20 minute convo with someone about life bc they could see my throat chakra was tiny…this is so crazy I was just talking about how I need to work on opening it and I met this person who laid it out for me

I met this girl whose body is TEA
I am now obsessed and want to get like her

A long time ago I learned my throat chakra was closed and I don’t think I ever really worked on opening it
I’m pretty sure it’s shut TIGHT now
I need to look into that again

It was so trippy
And I was working at a resort and checked him in along with other flight crew and pilots or something like that
And there was one specifically that did not look of this world , I was so scared
And I had Tr🗑️mps check book for some reason? Lol then I lost it and had a panic attack

Had a nightmare Elon took over all aircraft and I was being flewed out to SKorea on one with Seojoon whose English name was Eli Musk and I guess was elons half brother?? And I was CRYING bc I was the first one to ever fly on one of these aircraft’s and it was just gonna be us two! Knew I was a goner

I need to finish steins gate and terror in resonance

It feels like doomsday and I have no idea what to do

Today was a crazy emotional rollercoaster
But I feel much better now ✨
Much to think about
I’ll journal later

I just want peace and stability

Feeling so down today

I really need to tighten back up and get into my gym era 😵‍💫
I did so good last year with it

Why am I already having bad dreams lol
Like girl it’s the first week

The air quality is crazy rn idk how ppl are out with no mask when there are literal ashes flying around

I want boiling point so bad !!

Fuck it, might as well check on my island in Animal Crossing

I’ve been posting about reading a lot lol but I need to start reading the “boring” books
I need more information especially with the political climate we are in now

Yeah I’m going back to reading lol
Even if tiktok is “saved” I will not partake in it
Fun while it lasted