ProfessionallySynical

I just moved, so my PC with basically all my files isn't set up yet. Unfortunately with everything going on I haven't been able to join/forget the streams exist lmao, but for my first act making proper art again I reveal that I'm a filthy Hazbin enjoyer and made a couple #getgianni based redraws

I appreciate the concern, haha. Just gotta wait a couple weeks to be able to use my PTO and breathe hopefully. And make a dent in the projects I wanna make lmao

I just needed to get some of everything out in a shitty doodle, tho I yearn to be able to draw more. My hands are losing muscle memory

On the brightside, might ignore all the other WIPs looming over my shoulder to work on something just to make me feel better, which means y'all might get something either cunty or cursed soon

Day so ass it made me try to draw again. Had to call out yesterday, no one at work helped so I had to handle the backlog, picked up someone else's work, false fire alarm went off wasting time, + I tripped on my way out to scrape my hands and knee on asphalt

How many times can I bend before I break

So I had another breakdown, and then shutdown, and then another breakdown, and then felt motivated, but then I missed, and then I drank, broke down, drew a bit then I missed (anyone gonna get the I Missed reference by GG lmao)

Current unintentional pastime is haunting my Discord buddy with Gieggs

~Workin on a bunch of shit with fucking NOTHING close to being done I hate everything~

Wanted to be able to work more on stuff tonight but the smoke break sketch w/ #sebastiansolace took way longer than it should have cuz hands don't know how to draw anymore. Anyways a couple of #getgianni WIPs too

Stream crapped out on me earlier today, so I wasn't able to stick around through it :( (Yay for YouTube VODs)

I'm still alive (unfortunately) just have a lot of stuff going on and am finding it difficult to just sit down and focus on a single project. Sneak peak of the next #getgianni animatic tho

I finally felt motivated to draw today and then some stuff happened. I would love a different voice and the ability to actually emote how I feel properly like with art, I think that's one of the reasons why expressions are my favorite

HIS FUCKING NAME ISN'T EVEN SPELLED "PHOENIX"?!?!?!?! IT'S FUCKING "FENIX"?!?!?! WHO THE FUCK SIGNED OFF ON THAT?! And his middle name is MICHAEL

This fictional man was made to enrage me, I swear to god

Wow, who knew the thing that was over a minute long would take way longer to make than the two Gabriel posts that were, like, seven frames

Sometimes I have these moments of clarity where I'm like "Oh yeah, I'm a fully grown adult watching/listening to a slightly more grown ass man vocally play dolls with characters"

My online buddy is in a similar situation I am with job instability and sudden finance troubles, and I found out through this that the original meme is Jerma (I've never watched him)

Pen died

Starting another project has never ended badly for me or my psyche or the ever-growing pile of WIPs I have, or my work-life balance

This animal is lucky I love him since I paid a veterinary Ransom to pick him up after stream yesterday and immediately passed out. Sixty bucks and a dream baby

Thank you! I felt really fucking stupid trying to figure out the fuse because that was literally the last thing I worked on for that lmao

All I know was I wanted him as a rhino or hippo, and you can see what won out

Lol, thank you! I have so many more sketches that haven't seen the light of day but maybe one day

I have the "Everything is pettable" once disease where I think things like crocodiles and other 'creepy' things are cute, and I just wanna pat this man's snout but he'd fucking kill on sight if knew my intent

Everytime I've thought "Man, I wanna redraw the goofy doodle Gianni gave me" over the last month, fucking MARCUS stops me bc who IS HE? Why is he next to an XBOX?? HE HAS EYES ON HIS NIPPLES WHAT DO I DO WITH THAT??? I don't wanna bother Gianni, but Im fucking losing it to MARCUS + sleep deprivation

Sleep deprivation is kicking in with this sketch but before I continue @getgianni.com who the FUCK is Marcus? I haven't stopped thinking about this since I got my print, I can't find any mention of a Marcus related to you, IM BEING HAUNTED BY THIS, IM COMING FOR YOUR LEFT SHOES BUDDY (Not serious)

Damn, I always forget Bluesky has a more strict photo limit than Tumblr, but a couple #getgianni sketches varying from two months to two weeks ago that I finally worked on lmao

I must have misinterpreted the time I asked him about CoTL because I SWEAR he said he liked it or something

Work was manageable, which means I should have suspected some other fuckass shit like another potential medical thing. Had to get a micro amount of the nauseous stress out but I have six energy drinks motherfucker, I am not sleeping

Thank you!

My next couple beasties are dragon-esque once I get through a couple already planned art pieces, but hell yeah!

Made the sketch for this a month or so ago when he first showed my art on stream/talked about it, but I never finished it because I thought "Surely he'll never do it again"

Reader, he did it again. TWICE

Grown adult unable to handle being perceived/receiving genuine compliments and is overwhelmed easily, more at 11. (In all seriousness, I'm glad he likes the stuff, but Jesus Christ, I've gotten used to not really being noticed for a decade online)

#getgianni

Catching up on the stream I missed, this is going to be placed on pause rn. Brightside, guess the mental spiraling w/ my reply thinking "Oh god, why did I say that, why did I say that? He's going to hate me" on repeat was unfounded because He was laughing. This knowledge will not stop future panic

I will continue to add his second set of teeth despite the fact that it's usually not very easy to notice

I can't see what Sebastian is holding in his document photo, and it's starting to piss me off lmao

Damn, I was gonna play dinosaurs today, but now I might draw lmao

One day, I will make a wretched beastie in your honor

In admiration of the Gieggs, no doubt, I can't imagine any other emotion to associate with them