The Insta-Gram 👵🏻💖

I’ve somehow gone from deep reds and oxbloods being my favorite color to suddenly being absolutely obsessed with peach tones. Who am I??? 🍑

Forget hot girl summer and hobbit girl summer. This year is 2010 summer. Feather extensions, hair tinsel, cold shoulder crop tops, and Kesha on repeat. I will not be accepting questions or criticism.

My youngest is high support/high energy, I woke up overstimulated and flaring up, and I have a list a mile long of things to do. Wish me all the luck, please. #motherhood #chronicillness #AUdhd

Tonight I heard a financial advisor giving advice on how to build a savings to endure the recession. One piece of advice was “Stop donating to charities. You are the charity.” And ya’ll. That’s a painful but necessary truth.

Shoe sizes are becoming just as arbitrary as clothing sizes. I’m a 5 in skechers, a 5.5 wide in keds, a 36 EU, a 6 in Dr Scholls… what the hell is going on with our fashion industry???

“I’m not asking about interspecies relationships, I’m asking what the fuck a fish is.” Shit my husband says to me when I start infodumping niche information on him.

I have today and tomorrow to clean the house and pack for 4 people before flying out at 7 AM Wednesday… I’m dysfunctioning executively.

“Why do you care? You’re a cis white woman who’s married.”

I’m a member of LGBTQIA+ and disabled. I can play pretend in order to protect my family, and that’s a privilege. But there are so many within and out of my communities who can’t. And who shouldn’t have to.

That’s why I care.

Friendly reminder that childhood development milestones weren’t truly created until the 1920’s. They’ve barely been around for a century. Some are important, yes. But your child is an individual who is going to grow at their own pace and that’s OKAY. You’re doing great.

10 AM, I’m already massively overstimulated and flaring up. Let’s see if I can make good of this energy and get some cleaning done to help with the overstim and anxiety. Send good vibes. My kiddo is currently occupied and I have liquid IV. We may do OK.

You might be a Capricorn with ADHD if you have a Family planner, a Work planner, a brain dump journal, a work journal, a calendar for each kid’s room, and a master calendar. 😂

Anyway, my meds aren’t helping much, today, so I’m thinking movie day with blanket forts for me and the kiddos. Low energy, high fun. 💖

Weather induced flare ups are the bane of my existence. Like, oh, the rain gives me vestibular migraines & worsened symptoms? I’d rather be dancing in it. But my body is hypersensitive to pressure changes so now I have to push through a flare up I didn’t cause myself in order to parent & function.

10:30 AM & I’m exhausted. I moved 8 boxes to the basement & an entire Ikea 4 cube x 4 cube Kallax unit into a truck with my dad because I needed them out of the room & couldn’t wait. Who else has this need to prove that their disability doesn’t mean useless? Still learning my limits. #stillcapable

*taps mic* Fish and Other Living Creatures Are Not White Elephant Gifts. Stop It.

Update: It is after midnight, my HR is around 130, I just took my metoprolol, and I’m exhausted and overstimulated. But we got through the day and even managed to get to the shoe store and grocery store. Now good night. 😴🌙 💖

I’m a neurodivergent chronically ill (AuDHD, POTS, CFS, Chronic pain) mother of 2 neurodivergent littles and I’m running on one hour of sleep. Let the games begin. 💪🏻 🙏🏻 #prayforme #motherhoodolympics #flareupnation

If my brain could play nice so that I could actually make a plan to relieve some of these anxieties, that’d be great. Thanks.

I need to find a way to get to London in the next year to see femme Greaseball.

a living room with a christmas tree and the words sabrina hulu on the bottom ALT: a living room with a christmas tree and the words sabrina hulu on the bottom

It’s “officially” Christmas season, and I have every intention of fully embracing my Christmas Witch status. My christmas nose ring is in, I just got new Yule oracle cards, and I have my list of ritual items to pick up. It is time.

First post on Bluesky. Basically doing it so that the pressure for an intro post is gone and the chaos can ensue. 😂