𝖒𝖚𝖑𝖙𝖎𝖕𝖑𝖊 𝖇𝖆𝖙𝖘. + ˚ ♡ .

we wish anyone understood how debilitating it feels, how lonely ot feels, how scary this all is

we just wish we had someone that cared about us and didn't make our disability about themselves but we guess that is too much to ask

she has to have it worse, doesn't she? she suffers the most, she has the worst life, she is the most mentally unwell, how could i not know?

if only we were taken care of

pour all of your frustrations down out throat, for we are the vessel and we're meant to carry it there

but now we know. we know our purpose and accept what we have to do to escape

our only purpose always was to suffer within it, oh how stupid it was of us to believe anything else

oh how hopeful we were that the cycle will not repeat itself. naive? maybe, but we thought we sre capable of anything else than the endless repetition

there's only one way of escaping the cycle and we have to face it

does she enjoy seeing us like this? does she enjoy the play? i wonder if she's going to enjoy watching the end of us

fr3ud might be right chat

love it when the person i
we love the most triggers the same stress responses as our mother

her day is ruined so ours has to be ruined as well

off our antipsychotics and getting a little schizo with it ♡

that genuinely made our stomach drop

how do we figure out a partner crying to us about missing a dormant headmate /gen

but how can we look for comfort in others? how can we show others we're worthy of their affection? we thought you were the one to comfort us

we have been vulnerable around you and hoped you'd never use it against us but oh well maybe that was a stupid mistake

thank you so much:( we get that it was a split and she probably doesn't really think like that but jesus it sure did hit exactly where it hurts

she will do this and then wonder why we feel anxious about initiating sexual stuff

had a fight with the wife yesterday and she destroyed all comfortability we have build around having a very high libido overall (partially due to hrt) and being hypersexual as a trauma response) by calling it 'pathetic'

oh shit what happened???

I love you mentally ill people o love you I love you fuck anyone else who doesn't understand

we love withdrawals!!!!!!!

it went away because i took my antipsychotics

and also took venlafaxine instead of our duloxetine because we didn't have any meds on us and were sleeping at our girlfriend's and venla was the only thing that is somewhat similar to any of our meds so we took it as a measure to stop the psychosis

we were wondering why we're doing so shitty mental health-wise and only now remembered that we have got into psychosis in the morning,,

we forgot our meds while going for a sleepover at our girlfriend's and weed gave us psychosis

the yearning is crazy

DO NOT NARCAN ME