Rebella Darling

Last night Daddy and I were at MetLife for the Thursday/DCFC/MCR show. Let me tell you what a fucking game changer it is to go to a show with someone who wants to be there with you and who shares in your excitement even if they aren’t familiar with the bands playing.

Resting my head in Daddy’s lap, wearing my collar, attached to my leash wrapped in his hand with him playing with my hair in between playing on the switch - such sweet bliss.

And now that the thing I needed to handle for my MIL was taken care of, I'm going to go rest for a little bit before getting up and taking care of another project I'm on and responding to some stuff.

Feeling bleh. Less from the brain weasels but more so from my body being all over the place when it comes to like the whole self-regulating thing. Thankfully, I carved out today as a rest day after socializing super late last night, which was fun.

I’m supposed to meet some of Daddy’s other friends in a few hours but I’m so in my head about them liking me and on a personal level I’m having a bad body image time. >.>

Funny I mentioned that this is the best I've felt in the last like decade yesterday...I'm in a Hashi's flare. Which I mean...checks out now that my body isn't in survival mode. 😂 But I mean...that's also good? I think? Maybe? I dunno. All I know is right now I feel bleh.

I love being part of Daddy’s kink journey. Last night he ventured into my toy bag to pick out three new toys he wanted to use and experience - my ghost paddle, the cane, and my HK baseball bat. He took his swats like a champ and then beat my ass thoroughly with them. 🥰🥰🥰

Also it’s surreal that it’s almost been a month since I’ve moved back to the DMV. To say that I feel at peace would be an understatement. This is the best I’ve felt in the last decade.

Been talking to one of besties about what I want to do with Ziggy (my rocking horse). I think they need a redesign. The pastels, the memories attached to it - it’s just not me anymore. It’s a project for another day (I’m still not fully unpacked yet, haha) but I’m going to be looking into things.

Daddy broke in his first very own toy on me tonight. It was lovely. 🥰🥰🥰

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I got my high chair’s base off of marketplace and then I was going to mod it.

And next weekend I get to see another one of my other besties and her bf to help me purge some more of my stuff. Ughh it's so good to be back in an area where my peoples are. <3

POD has been delivered! So thankful to have my bestie and their husband coming over tomorrow to help unload it. We lived together for a number of years so there's no weird looks or anything about the various items that will be brought out. xD

Daddy’s getting his first toy to start his own toy bag. I’m so excited to see how he chooses to put it together and what other toys he adds. 🥰🥰

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Oh and get yourself a partner who is totally down and excited and actually enthusiastic to go see your favorite band with you that they stay up until almost 3am trying to make sure that you’re able to get the tickets that became available.

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Since my last update some things have happened -
- I moved back to the DMV. 🦀
- I quit my job to move back to the DMV.
- I was collared in May 🥰
- One of my beloved little cats was diagnosed with an aggressive form of cancer and I said goodbye to her at the start of June
- I had a birfday.

Travel booked. Seeing friends down in the DMV for a few days before spending Valentine's weekend with Daddy *swoon*

Haha silly me for forgetting how drop doesn't hit me in the immediate days *after* but once I'm finally alone with my thoughts. Love this for me.

Did we just spend nearly 5 hours on the phone? Yes, yes we did.

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Going to be heading down to see him for Valentine’s Day week and hopefully meet some of his friends too. Giddy is an understatement.

Weekend update - officially his Princess & babygirl (+ whatever vanilla terms you wanna use for people that are dating). 🥰

Indeed! Spending the long weekend with someone special. ^.^

This week needs to speed up. Like please? I want it to be Friday.

Midwestern emo to process the weekend I’ve had.