Grace🩷

I'm never going to the chip shop again. So that's no more Indian takeaway, no more pizza, and no more chips. Special fried rice PLEASE don't let me down now 😭 you're all I have left

Less stressful than it was at first, mind you. Way less.

Remember the study from a few years ago that found queer ppl are more susceptible to migraines from prolonged stress? Sometimes I'm like...YEAH it is fookin stressful and my head hurts!!

Watched it. Man. Being lgbt is hard work...

I woke up from my nap in a cold sweat, feeling like death warmed up. I really can't eat anything these days is terrible.

Thought I had food poisoning for a second there but I might be in the clear...one day I'll really regret buying the mystery meat sausage from the chip shop

Santa is driving around the streets on his trailer tonight and he's probably a mile away but it's so windy that the music is being carried ominously on the breeze...Mariah Carey has never sounded so sinister.

I'm not very competitive in general apart from with myself in a way that's quite neurotic so generally, I play games in a way that gets me out of them the quickest. I figured quite young that I needn't be stressed or upset about losing things when I could just lose first and sit down.

There was a thing on TV about board games and something I can't imagine agreeing to do in all my life is playing Monopoly. I've never played it, never want to. The idea that I'd have to sit and play it for hours makes me go cold. I don't believe it's fun.

I knew I shouldn't have said I've been feeling good lately cause about 4 hours later I feel like I'm having an anxiety attack 👀 shoulda kept my mooooof clooooooosed

If not I'll watch kkpp because I'm still super far behind

*g

I hope I can watch heated rivalry later cause spoilers are completely unavoidable and I need the joy after a loooooooon day

One Of The Boys

I used to absolutely adore this album.
open.spotify.com/track/5PS8ZV...

I guess I wonder if I'm alone in this because people won't admit openly if they're having doubts bc they will get screamed at but idc about that. Smth is off and it's plaguing me.

A LOT about my relationship with the group has been brought into question recently. My understanding about what this whole thing was, what I get out of it. But it's also brought a lot to light that I think I hadn't noticed before bc I wasn't looking.

The current situation has played out as I'd expect on an individual basis. Their reactions have for the most part been what I'd predict from them after 10 years - Nini being like this, Cy going quiet, Baekhyun being Baekhyun- but...idk I'm just thinking aloud.

I'm kinda buggin that I always thought I had a decent read on Sehun and nowadays I just...don't. What's his deal? I always knew I didn't have a grasp on Junmyeon; I've never had a grasp on him and never really followed him closely until he went anyway solo but it's weird.

I couldn't even finish watching the series because it made me so sad. Don't...just no.

DON'T listen to this person

I've never felt more left out than when I went to see Laufey and didn't get the memo about ribbons, so now I wear them to every concert. Next time I see her in March, I'll have the biggest ribbon.

Red ribbons were trending on online stores because so many people bought one once he announced the dress code ahsskkj 🤭

I don't think ppl have really noticed like...the grey and the vacant smiles. They have a point to prove now so they'll buy anything.

I have no idea. It's functionally useless.

Actually everyone and everything is boiling my piss today. I'm tired, I'm hungry and I think I'm getting sick.

And ppl joking about how they're going to have to buy it on their credit cards because they don't have the money for it...it boils my piss.

Who tf wants an annual calendar that starts in March? Just another reason why this sg should have been left in the drafts.

I'm still waiting 😭 waiting for an unspecified amount of time for smth that's stressing me out is like...don't do that to me pls.

Pffft

Cause I have a guilty conscience and always assume I'm in the shit for something I did by mistake.