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chirk was almost the exact same age as me and i outlived him. get absolutely fucked

i’ve got impostor syndrome about showing my artwork to others and entering it in artist alleys meanwhile there’s an “AI artist” giving a presentation on “their work” at this venue rn and i’m about to lose it

soooo i’m not permitting my taxes to be used for that US government, keeping my money thanks <3

what does that say about me..

my friends all love to plan their dream weddings but i’m always planning my dream funeral?

sadly some of them are out of print now/impossible to get but i’m going to start a new collection to heal my inner child 💜

any time i see a cool magic 8 ball i think about how i had a small collection of magic 8 balls as a kid i wanted to add to but my mom thought it was stupid and got rid of them all without asking me

AIRPLANE AUTISM STOCKS ARE TF UP!!!!

THEY LET ME…IN THE COCKPIT I WAS SO STARSTRUCK I COULDNT SAY ANYTHING

THEY HAD TRADING CARDS!!!!!!!!!!!

my fatal flaw is i would literally rather suffer and perish under the crushing weight of capitalism than burden or inconvenience my friends by asking for help

i HAVE to get out of this house asap like it’s actually a problem and i really do need to get out immediately

I’M ON MY WAY UNI PLEASE WAIT FOR ME!!!!!!!!

when did the grumps ten minute power hour become The Eating Stuff Show

THE???? CHARLOTTE TILBURY MONA MAGISTUS INSPIRED BUNDLE ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEEEE

my job didn’t give my coworker days off for colossalcon so he’s calling out every day of the con 💀

pnw is absolutely next on my bucket list even if it’s just visiting

i really am built for living somewhere rainy rain makes me so happy

my biggest escapism fantasy right now is stories where a character is able to flee an awful place and live in a sanctuary, able to heal there from their trauma, and feel at peace and safe. wow i wish that was me :’)

what was going through my head when i posted this

let’s not talk about how i fumbled a big beefy dude with kind eyes and a huge stack of books who was reading world war z today. i even made light banter then skedaddled immediately. why am i the awkwardest bitch in the world

i want to go to dragcon dressed up as a dragon and look visibly confused and out of place

2 years ago i went to sleep

my grandparents’ vacuum is so bad i gave up trying to vacuum and started picking up debris by hand, that’s how bad it is 😭 how have these people stayed alive this long

i have been taking in way too much bad stuff lately. yesterday for some reason i read some really awful true crime stuff, now this bad news. i have a stomachache from it 😞 doesn’t help the only human interaction i’ve had this week was at work

i’ve always wanted to go to one of his shows. when he did collabs with twrp i was so stoked

i just found out Starcadian passed away yesterday?? i’m so fucking sad what the hell

i love the kitsch cherry print pillowcase but i cannot be spending money on extras right now. sob

me when i’m in a slow burn competition and my fucking opponent is apothecary diaries

i need a black button down and black pants for work tomorrow and i just realized i have neither. this will be interesting