Violet Coal

Let’s go, Thursday.

It'd be weird for CPTSD survivors to experience what we have, & NOT struggle w/ hopelessness or suicidal ideation. The world struggles to accept or respond to that very common symptom w/ realism & support-- but it's real important WE not shame ourselves for it or overreact to it.

Doaa has been vetted by the Guardian newspaper and several people on here. In spite of this, moderation he deletes her account at least once per week.

Please help her .

Pictures to preserve her post due to the genocidal prejudice and regular banning of Palestinians on here

Violet Coal Writes Claiming Power in Pleasure

I write better than I speak, I think.

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The day I almost fainted live on stream - and what it taught me about resilience, creativity, and running my own business with my health issues. Full story on my blog:

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Just realised This Time is not new lol

Dad’s books are full of empathy, common sense, and a healthy suspicion of the powerful. But at its heart his work is also about how systems keep people poor while pretending it’s their own fault. So I hope Kemi’s taking notes as well as reading the jokes.

I absolutely love it and also Hereditary (same director) but it can be quite marmite for some people! I find hereditary scary, not quite as scary as The Sound Of Music though 😜 x

Have you tried Midsommar? Also £8 for one single use mask is disturbing, wow.x

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I think motaz has had his account deleted. We can still help via gofundme, though...

I'm doing big Halloween themed celebrations soon and want to do a horror movie watch-a-long as part of that, for example, and I'm quite sure lots of horror fans who enjoy nsfw would have fun watching along and chatting etc but I haven't found them yet.

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I think motaz has had his account deleted. We can still help via gofundme, though...

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I've been really enjoying the new Alan Partridge series this week. Coogan has me crying with laughter at times. I think i maybe enjoy This Time even more than I enjoyed I'm Alan Partridge!

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I'm so relieved you've got away for the night. I hope you can rest & reset a little. I'm really sorry you are living under such horrendous circumstances. You deserve a lot more in life 💜

I have email violetcoalwrites@gmail.com reach out any time but no pressure I promise x

If you need emergency services but cant call, there is silent solution where you press 55 after dialing 999 and they know you cant speak but need help. You can do a text service too but text register to 999 first. Then text ambulance + your location + what's happening

Let him lie to you while u get away to safe place (bedroom? Garden?) Get urgent things together, consider calling the police. If you can't call police call 111 - get to hospital, tell the triage nurse you are a victim of domestic abuse & cannot go back. You are physically unwell enough to be seen x

If you agree, they will refer you to their team (could be local refuge, social services.) You will not be forced to leave! Is there anyone who could attend with you? I wish I could, i am so far away :(

Are you able to replace toiletries? I could share your paypal with a quote about urgent needs if you don't object. I think you should replace & hide anything this freak could get his hands on it but I know that may not be possible. i wonder about lock boxes, we could maybe get some donations?

You’re the victim of a disturbing campaign of hatred. I’m so sorry 💔 If hospital is accessible, please go to A&E. At triage, clearly say: ‘I’m being domestically abused – they’re smearing faeces on my hygiene products.’ They must take this seriously.
They have a safeguarding team.

Nothing to thank me for. I wish i could help more. btw I cant message here due to ID issues but if you need help advocating via messages then I'm a boss at it! I cant help with calls as I am terrified of them but tuffrings can put you in touch with me if you want some virtual support in other ways x

Refuge has a live messaging service 11am-2pm - may be a way to get contact going tomorrow & continue with someone who will message not call.

I wonder about your local council - would you mind someone contacting them on your behalf? Emailing domestic abuse areas within some councils is an option x

Hi, i'm so sorry to see your situation. This is domestic abuse. Are you in a position you can contact your local Refuge / women's aid for advice? You may also get 'extra' help from your local council (I say that with a pinch of salt, they're difficult) as you may classify as vulnerable.

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Trying to find ways to chat about horror films into my adult streams but it's actually quite difficult

Things are moving again, I am feeling some degree of safety returning, and it's all showing in multiple areas! Time to breathe.

I got precariously close to my 'very bad place' this week. Illness led to work loss so fear of homelessness spiked with the rent due.

Support from friends & being able to work again pulled me away from 'very bad place'. I feel hope now, a few days after thinking I might never feel safe again.

Managed to get back to work! 6 weeks off with what I think was acute covid/autoimmune condition flare/chronic fatigue combined.

Absolutely horrendous, thought I was dying.

Now i have a lot of financial pieces to urgently pick up and I am terrified that I seem to be getting a minor cold...

I can see how much weight you have lost through starvation Motaz, i worry about such dramatic weight loss. I hope you can eat today, my friend.