Leo Elstar 🇺🇦

All the ADHD meds I tried were not working. Anxiety was almost gone, but I'm still more depressed. Psychologists didn't help much either, because I already spent more than a decade for introspection. I need communication, but I can't get it. And don't want to any longer.

I was like that before. Then I started socializing, but now I'm completely isolated with accusations that I talk too much (and think/behave not like a typical person). I have nothing to do and noone to talk with. Even on the internet. So, I'm back to my previous self.

When they call you a gremlin

I stilll feel lonely. And I try to stop taking antidepressants so I could get back to any non protocol ADHD treatment that should work on me, but I should come to terms that we all are alone, it's just that I haven't find people who should accept me whatever I am.

Only russian occupants have nothing to defend and so they will die for nothing, while having miserable life.
Some occupants buy themselves fursuits for the money they got for killing people. Remember that.
Some people, however good you think the are, they still are killers.

I just realized that life is a suffer sometimes. You learn to come to terms about many things. Being alone, being ignored, being in wrong body, being happy. You choose.

But in the end you come to terms with dying.

Draw me like one of your french girls
Photo by AriChee
#fursuitfriday

And there is a signal for another phone, but she doesn't answer.

F*cking #terrorussia started another massive attack.
They are trying to leave us without electricity and heating.
While some of you want us to give up and negotiate with terrorists.
My mom just called, but in a minute I couldn't call her back.
It's a weekend. My mom should have been at home.

Pyramid

I'm baaaack!

Hewwo