Tired 🌈🏴‍☠️✨🔇♿🇵🇸

white woman with a neutral expression, slumped against a white wall. she is wearing a black camisole top and a sheer, embroidered jacket. she has long, wavy, dark hair. the whole picture has a very strong blue tint so everything appears blue and black.

white woman with an annoyed expression slumped against some pillow. she is wearing a black camisole top and large ear defenders. she has long, wavy, dark hair. the whole picture has a very strong blue tint so everything appears blue and black.

put some eyeliner on for Halloween and now I'm too tired to do anything else (including take it off 😖) lmao

will maybe nap and then watch a spooky film 🎃🌃👻💀🕸️🕷️😱

😯
I found a ladybird graveyard a couple weeks ago. just lots of dotted red husks and a big, fat, presumably very full and very alive spider 😖

happy Halloween!!!!!!! 🎃🎃🎃

I'm sitting outside again, for a couple minutes :)

a spider just darted down from underneath the table, right next to my leg, and started wrapping up a fly! I hadn't noticed the web there. very cool. couldn't get a photo, unfortunately, as it won't focus. hard to sit up so going back inside now

not to brag but I just saw some great tits

feel awful. splitting headache again.
I've been hoping all month I'd feel well enough to walk into town to look at Halloween shop windows tomorrow but there's no way. couldnt even use the stairs today.

Painting of a woodland at dusk with bare trees bathed in purple low light

'Twilight Landscape' by Victoria Crowe, contemporary Scottish painter #WomensArt

oh and the struggle pasta is cheapo farfalle cooked in knorr ham stock cube with tinned petits pois, bisto cheese sauce mix and some black pepper. tbh it tastes better than most of the budget ready meals 🤷🏻‍♀️ would be nice with a bit of paprika and some ham hock or bacon. any food is good food rn.

this is on plex with proper subtitles yay! they've also got an american werewolf in london 😊

photo of TV playing night of the living dead

just looked up from making struggle pasta and what do I see started autoplaying?

they're coming to get you, barbara!

red stew with potatoes, garbanzo beans, baby carrots and tomatoes in a white melamine bowl. doesn't look particularly appetising.

tinned stuff: tomatoes, beans, carrots, potatoes. plus ham stock, honey, olive oil & marjoram.
result: all of the ham taste went into the garbanzo beans only?! not sure how that works. so it's like... bacon beans with a fairly bland tomato sauce 🤷🏻‍♀️
nice to have something substantial anyway.

usage: start eating

getting some conflicting information here

text says: expiration 12 months. knife skill. ready to eat in F bag.

knife skills, baby

text says: sand, prizes, food

take your pick

text says "additives will be added"

good to know

screenshot of translated text says "do not consume"

🧵the Chinese snacks I bought don't have any English on the packets so I thought I'd use Google translate to find out what I'm eating and...

get. not eating dress.

made some horrible cheese noodles about an hour ago. finally managed to eat dressed now. no energy to type. no energy to do anything at all. back to bed.

a white hand holding a pale golden-coloured, round biscuit with a scalloped edge and the words "thin arrowroot"

eating an arrowroot biscuit for the first time in my life. this is simply a rich tea in drag.

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so I'm almost out of food and panicking a bit. I really need to buy tinned veggies, some kind of protein (maybe mock duck or shelf stable tofu?), rice and pasta. I also need to get cleaning supplies.
please repost my ko-fi! I don't have any income whatsoever.
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tabby cat sitting on decking, ears in airplane mode

washed out photo of a tabby cat sitting on decking and staring intensely at the camera

anyway, look at the baby! seems very skittish now and left as soon as it became apparent it couldn't come back inside. hopefully it found somewhere warm 🤞🏻
I thought about asking for donations to buy a little outdoor shelter for it but I cannot even imagine how much trouble I'd be in 😔

but mum and her husband HATE cats

cat that I hadn't seen in weeks jumped on me out of nowhere, then ran into the house and wouldn't leave for ages. it barely touched the fish I lured it out with. I think it just wants to live here which, unfortunately, it can't 😔
if I lived alone I'd let it stay & try to get allergy shots.

watched 'weapons' a few days ago and thought it was a little depressing (though also funnier than I anticipated).
watched 'bring her back' last night and have since recategorised weapons as a light-hearted, jovial romp.

WAY too dizzy to walk anywhere so I will sit outside for a few mins instead as it's sunny today.

yes I've made up my mind. I will cook some instant ramen and then walk up the road and back 🤞🏻
cats haven't been back in weeks, I wonder if they're scared off by family living in van on the road next to my house (loud)

always happy to follow another iwtv/assad fan!

been weeks since I went outside.
might try walking just to the end of the road in a bit. I'm so stupidly dizzy now. there is a never a time when I'm not dizzy and it makes it so hard to do anything, especially with the unrelenting fatigue.

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COVID in house again. they keep closing the windows and I have to share a bathroom and kitchen with them. I really need to buy masks to try and stop myself from getting this again. my health is already so bad, no energy.
please, please share my ko-fi

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desperately need shampoo. I know Amazon is the devil. I'd be extremely grateful if somebody could purchase it for me. it's the only one which doesn't give me folliculitis.

if anybody knows of an alternative wishlist site which works in the UK, please let me know.

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