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day 2 of having a cold. i have lost all hope. i can see the light. /j

i hate having a cold i hate not being able to breath through my nose auuwhfhgswahhgwha

and my throat :(

owwuhgg oww my head hurts

WE WERE SUPO9SE TO MEET AR 12 ITS ALMLST 12:40 AUAHGHNNMF

sorry for the rant again ik its a dumb topic but i just got too silly for a second there

THIS IS NOT TWRGETED OFC to snyone here and also if u happen to be aa late person i still love u🫶

-g out. kiek inwanna leave early so i have more time to hang out w you and then we end up leaving 15-30 minutes later likew. OKAY SURE. i dont care ik it's not that much and i always feel selfish to ever say "i'd like the meet earlier" uhuuum yweah idk where also to go with thay but yeah

wrry fornthe rant but the majority of the time i'm a patient and understanding person but. if. IF you tell me that ur gonna "run late" every Single time we hang out. ESPECIALLY for some dumb reason that feels like an excuse pelsle please i can't take it anymore it feels like yoy don't even wanna han

same it feels similar to a lot of other social media apps but with a few extra things on it so i don't see the appeal that much💔

i feel bad taking ibuprofen on an empty stomach since it's bad (?) but also i donf want to eat somettign and brush my teeth Again

ibuprofen time🎉🎉

i wonder if there's like an opposite of derealization like. where everything feels Too Real and you're just hyper concsious of your own existence in the most awful way

maybe if i play my music loud enough the Thoughts will go away

it's insane how one singular thought caused me to enter a horrible spiral for so long. i'm doing better for now but i feel like i'm always just one thought away from another

anyway we ball

i say as i continue to go to bed at 1am

WHY is my dad trying to tell me to go to bed earlier like im still 12. like i don't mean this in a mean way but my going to bed is not his business anymore😭😭

i like how my dad says "well just get a job you like!" when talking about my future as if i didn't take months to get hired for my current job i don't even care for

75% perchance💥💥

phos layout change teeheeehe

is it even normal for my head to hurt thsi pften

iouuugh my head owwwo ow ow ow

teehee thank u

long time no alt i forgor it existed again

mieow meowmeow mdow i donf wanna register for classes it keeps reminding me that i have no idea whay i wanna do in the future

that's so fair ngl i also wanted to accept that im just cooked bc i knew i'd get some answer like that but i couldnt hold it in anymore😭 good luck to you too we got this🫶💪

thank you😭😭❤️ i was debating for so long bc i kinda figured i'd get a similar answer but i just had to get it out

i FINALLY got the courage to tell my mom i have ocd after being scared for so long and to sum it up i basically got hit with "it's that damn phone" chat what if that was my last straw