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Lolly // SEEING HIM IN PAIN

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Lolly, 27, she/they/he. Proto Gil's strongest soldier. Talks about Type-Moon and Gundam mostly. NSFW and yume side account @number2mongrel

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alternate timeline where type-moon is still a niche visual novel universe primarily known by the broader anime community for its mediocre anime adaptation and WTC is a huge multimedia franchise with countless spinoffs and popular anime with viral sakuga

09.03.2026 15:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Keiichi higurashi

Keiichi higurashi

"Fate is easy to break through, a coughing baby could even beat a hydrogen bomb as long as everyone works together and believes."

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Repaint. CSP my beloved what would I do without you ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ˜ญ

#Gilgamesh #ใ‚ฎใƒซใ‚ฌใƒกใƒƒใ‚ทใƒฅ #Fate #FGO #art #illustration #shirayuucchiart

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Screenshot of game with a picture of Uso from Victory Gundam as he says
"I'm doing this for the real creators of life: women."

Screenshot of game with a picture of Uso from Victory Gundam as he says "I'm doing this for the real creators of life: women."

08.03.2026 15:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 770    ๐Ÿ” 403    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
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Good morning

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ใ‚ฎใƒซใจใƒชใƒใƒฃใƒผใƒ‰ใฎๆˆฆ้—˜ใŒใ‚ขใƒ„ใ‹ใฃใŸ

09.03.2026 14:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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9่ฉฑใฎใ‚ธใ‚งใ‚นใ‚ฟใƒผใŒๆ„›ใ—ใ‹ใฃใŸ

09.03.2026 14:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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ใ“ใ“ใฎใƒใƒณใ‚ถใ•ใ‚“็ตถๅฏพ็งใจๅŒใ˜ใ“ใจๆ€ใฃใŸใ‚ˆใญ

09.03.2026 14:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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ใƒชใƒใƒฃใƒผใƒ‰ใซใ“ใ‚Œใใ‚‰ใ„ๅผทๆฐ—ใงใ„ใใ‚ขใƒคใ‚ซใ•ใ‚“ใ‚‚่ฆ‹ใŸใ„ใงใ™

09.03.2026 14:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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ๆ–ฐ่ฆ็ตตใ‚ใ‚ŠใŒใจใ†ใ”ใ–ใ„ใพใ™๏ผ๏ผๆ‘ๆญฃๆฎฟใจใ‚คใ‚ตใƒŸใƒณๆฎฟใจใ‹ไผŠ็น”ใฉใ‚“ใƒฏใ‚ฏใƒฏใ‚ฏใƒกใƒณใƒ„ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ใงใ™ใ‹ใ€‚็œŸ้ข็›ฎใ ใ—ๆฐ—ใŒๅˆใ„ใใ†ใ€‚ไผŠ็น”ๆฎฟใ‚ˆใ‹ใฃใŸใญ๏ผ
ใงใ€็ˆฝใ‚„ใ‹ใชๆฑ—ใ‚’ๆตใ—ใฆใƒ›ใ‚ฏใƒ›ใ‚ฏใง้•ทๅฑ‹ๆˆปใฃใŸใ‚‰็•ณๅคงๅฅฝใใ‹ใ‚ใ„ใ“้ฌผใกใ‚ƒใ‚“ใ‚บใŒๆˆ‘ใŒ็‰ฉ้ก”ใงๆบœใพใ‚Šๅ ดใซใ—ใฆใ‚‹ใ‚“ใงใ™ใ‹ใ€‚ใตใฃใŠใ‚‚ใ‚โ€ฆโ€ฆ

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Love to Fujoshi all over da world

08.03.2026 20:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 67    ๐Ÿ” 37    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Screenshot from the video game Persona 4. In the halls of Yasogami High, the protagonist talks to a male student labeled "Stylish student". His dialogue window reads:
"Hanging out with women, going on dates with them, that's fine. Killing them? Not so much."

Screenshot from the video game Persona 4. In the halls of Yasogami High, the protagonist talks to a male student labeled "Stylish student". His dialogue window reads: "Hanging out with women, going on dates with them, that's fine. Killing them? Not so much."

happy international women's day

08.03.2026 16:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6982    ๐Ÿ” 2774    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 20    ๐Ÿ“Œ 25
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ใƒชใƒใƒฃใ‚ขใƒคrkgk
#strangefake

08.03.2026 00:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 39    ๐Ÿ” 14    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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what an episode, and then richaya just
#fatestrangefake #strangefake

08.03.2026 17:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 49    ๐Ÿ” 19    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Prototype Sketch Dump incoming!

now that I can post them, here's the messily colored version of my Perseus sketch for Jcakin's Prototype Sketchbook a while back.

This one's my favorite โค๏ธ
#FGO #FatePrototype

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Artwork of Char sitting on Amuro in the Nu Gundam while Amuro looks angry he canโ€™t see in front of him because of Charโ€™s big body

Artwork of Char sitting on Amuro in the Nu Gundam while Amuro looks angry he canโ€™t see in front of him because of Charโ€™s big body

Artwork of Amuro sitting in Charโ€™s lap in the Nu Gundam while Char looks worried presumably because of the switch in positions

Artwork of Amuro sitting in Charโ€™s lap in the Nu Gundam while Char looks worried presumably because of the switch in positions

When you survive the Axis Shock but thereโ€™s only one seat

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The former Master of Casterโ€™s vision was covered with deep red, darkness creeping up from the corner of his consciousness. Heโ€™d lost all the feeling in his body except the unbearable pain ripping apart his organs from the inside out.

Misaya.

Holding the knife in his trembling hands, he stared down at his daughter, her soul clutched by an invisible curse. 

Misaya!

She stared back up at him, mouth moving in silent pleas. Eyes an even deeper crimson than the rest of the room stared up at him in terror.

The former Master of Casterโ€™s vision was covered with deep red, darkness creeping up from the corner of his consciousness. Heโ€™d lost all the feeling in his body except the unbearable pain ripping apart his organs from the inside out. Misaya. Holding the knife in his trembling hands, he stared down at his daughter, her soul clutched by an invisible curse. Misaya! She stared back up at him, mouth moving in silent pleas. Eyes an even deeper crimson than the rest of the room stared up at him in terror.

In those eyes, he saw her newborn body in his arms, hearing her infant voice gurgling. The feeling of her warmth in his hand. The wail of her hungry tears. Her hair fluttering behind her as she stepped out the door, with an elementary schoolerโ€™s backpack full to the brim with books. The salty, savory taste of eggs on his tongue as she stood by him with a spatula and a proud grin. The glowing light of magecraft held within her small hands, with a look of intense concentration on her face.

โ€œIโ€™m so sorry, Misaya!โ€

Screaming in a voice he was unable to hear, he brought the knife down.

In those eyes, he saw her newborn body in his arms, hearing her infant voice gurgling. The feeling of her warmth in his hand. The wail of her hungry tears. Her hair fluttering behind her as she stepped out the door, with an elementary schoolerโ€™s backpack full to the brim with books. The salty, savory taste of eggs on his tongue as she stood by him with a spatula and a proud grin. The glowing light of magecraft held within her small hands, with a look of intense concentration on her face. โ€œIโ€™m so sorry, Misaya!โ€ Screaming in a voice he was unable to hear, he brought the knife down.

And the Aritoshi ficlet (god this was so long ago we didn't even know he was called Aritoshi yet)

08.03.2026 17:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
From the time he was a child, he gazed upon the sea of stars above. That was his destiny; the role he had been given, and the one he had placed upon himself. He was the guardian of humanity. Its strongest warrior. He had been chosenโ€”no, he had decided himself the greatest of greats. 
Now, he looked upon the sea of stars below. The lights were much more colorful than those above, and far more luminescent. They drowned out the sky, making it as bright as day in the heart of night. It was truly beautiful and hideous, and it made him smile.

From the time he was a child, he gazed upon the sea of stars above. That was his destiny; the role he had been given, and the one he had placed upon himself. He was the guardian of humanity. Its strongest warrior. He had been chosenโ€”no, he had decided himself the greatest of greats. Now, he looked upon the sea of stars below. The lights were much more colorful than those above, and far more luminescent. They drowned out the sky, making it as bright as day in the heart of night. It was truly beautiful and hideous, and it made him smile.

On top of this towering god of a building called a skyscraper, he gazed down upon this foreign land. The hot, pumping blood of the city made his heart itch, aching to fight. These weaklings, all of them unaware of his presence, went about their daily lives in a rush. He watched them, sharp crimson eyes darting to each in succession. Would his next opponent be there? No, there?
This land was built upon the bones of heroes of old. Bright bloodshed had been covered with steel and neon, but he could still feel the lingering ambience of what it used to be. Tonight, it was full of heroes once again. Warriors from all corners of the Earth had gathered to fight and prove themselves. Some even dared to claim they surpassed him in power; a boast so foolish it made his belly ache with rage and laughter. The cursed cup which had summoned him had made a mistake in its rankings, of that he was sure.

On top of this towering god of a building called a skyscraper, he gazed down upon this foreign land. The hot, pumping blood of the city made his heart itch, aching to fight. These weaklings, all of them unaware of his presence, went about their daily lives in a rush. He watched them, sharp crimson eyes darting to each in succession. Would his next opponent be there? No, there? This land was built upon the bones of heroes of old. Bright bloodshed had been covered with steel and neon, but he could still feel the lingering ambience of what it used to be. Tonight, it was full of heroes once again. Warriors from all corners of the Earth had gathered to fight and prove themselves. Some even dared to claim they surpassed him in power; a boast so foolish it made his belly ache with rage and laughter. The cursed cup which had summoned him had made a mistake in its rankings, of that he was sure.

Before he knew it, heโ€™d plucked his swords from his back and assembled them into a bow. Heโ€™d be ready the second the scent of warriorโ€™s blood made its way upwind. Enki felt strong and steady in his hands. The hilts which joined together to make a handle felt like a solid extension of his own body, one heโ€™d known since the time he was born. 
Sparks of metal and clanking of blades from below rang out like music. The sound of battle lightened his body, twisting his nerves into a high. It was time at last for what heโ€™d been brought back to life for. Finally, he could face them. Heโ€™d decimate them all, especially the one ranked Firstโ€”prove what he already knew of himself. 
Leaping from the piercing spire, Gilgamesh, strongest of all warriors, descended upon the sea of lights.

Before he knew it, heโ€™d plucked his swords from his back and assembled them into a bow. Heโ€™d be ready the second the scent of warriorโ€™s blood made its way upwind. Enki felt strong and steady in his hands. The hilts which joined together to make a handle felt like a solid extension of his own body, one heโ€™d known since the time he was born. Sparks of metal and clanking of blades from below rang out like music. The sound of battle lightened his body, twisting his nerves into a high. It was time at last for what heโ€™d been brought back to life for. Finally, he could face them. Heโ€™d decimate them all, especially the one ranked Firstโ€”prove what he already knew of himself. Leaping from the piercing spire, Gilgamesh, strongest of all warriors, descended upon the sea of lights.

Since other people are sharing here is the Proto Gil ficlet I wrote for a Protoytpe zine several years back

08.03.2026 17:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Everyone read the epic of gilgamesh right now

08.03.2026 17:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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้ป’ๆกœ
#FGO

08.03.2026 11:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 71    ๐Ÿ” 31    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A watercolor painting of the DragonQuest slime smiling in the ferny sun-dappled undergrowth of a forest, a pair of dragonflies buzzing overhead

A watercolor painting of the DragonQuest slime smiling in the ferny sun-dappled undergrowth of a forest, a pair of dragonflies buzzing overhead

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these pieces.. are wow like almost 3.5 years old now LOL but!! pieces I drew for a prototype zine!

08.03.2026 16:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 14    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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GUARDS! Make the annoying blonde prettyboy cough up blood and make more pained faces when his boyfriend's hand is in his guts!!!

08.03.2026 14:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0