Blue

But really as Mitiski said:
Did its people want too much, too?
And I don't want your pity, I just want somebody near me
Guess I'm a coward, I just want to feel alright

I find it pathetic that you crave company of people at 22 after spending your whole life alone.
Then u look around and find no one there
Let ur books and music company u bitch that what u get of this life style of yours

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Dear tell me anytime u wanna read them and i'll send u pdf of some of them
All my letters are at your command

I did bu t Nobody gets shot but me
خلها ستكه كمت اضحك على روحي يمعود

the problem is that they left me bro
ههههه يسعد مسائكم🌹

جا هي صبيه نفسها البنت
باع القهر شيسوي بيك

على العموك
the moment I get over this pain and get myself up, I vow to never get into a human relationship again till the day i die
خرا على صبيه والبنت، خرايا عليهم ثنينهم

شايف من تضوج لدرجة تريد تفشر بس بنفس وقت تكول ذول your people ماتكدر تفشر عليهم بس ترجع وتذكر هذا الي يغث صدك
It is your people

Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
But i haddddd it
And now look at me
هسه حتى جملة الله يطيح حظي ما تفيد
لان شيطح بعد اكثر من هيج

I wish that peace never leaves you

Time is strangely calm now 'Cause everybody is gone
It's just me and my anger officially

نادي عليا مظهر العجائب تجده عونا لك في النوائب
يا زيوس
يا جيسوس
يا Sisters of fate
يالله انا رعنه وانت تدري بعد
الفاتحة لام البنين شباب

I admit that I don't want to because I'm afraid he'll say that I'm bipolar and then i will shoot myslef at 21 Instead of waiting for 30
But i have to go
The visual and auditory hallucinations disappeared, but seizures increased
And idkkkkk

So,I spent the therapist's money on a guitar and lost the rest, but at least i'm unstable with guitar☆
But now i feel the regert a little

باع القهر شيسوي بيك هو المعري منيله معلقات

and i am enjoying yours😭

هو ما يفرق بين (ظ) و (ض) ويردينا نصدك هو كتب قصيدة بساعة وحدة المتنبي ما سواها
وسبحان الصدف لما نزل جات جي بي تي يالله طلعت معلقات المعري براسنا!
Fuck the hell off ,you and your cheap copied poems

They saw me once 8 years ago at my grandfather’s funeral and I never spoke or moved from my place. Years later I found out that they said about me
"خوفك من الخيونس"
And I laughed my shit out of my soul
بتحصل حجي بكل الاحوال

Aaaaa

YouTube video by BobDylanVEVO Bob Dylan - Don't Think Twice, It's All Right (Official Audio)

Goodbye's too good a word, babe
So I'll just say, "Fare thee well"
I ain't a-saying you treated me unkind
You could've done better but I don't mind
You just kinda wasted my precious time
But don't think twice, it's all right
youtube.com/watch?v=1iHh...

The fact that Bob Dylan has Nobel Prize makes me happy that somewhere there are people who see this greatness.
What a poet he is

Lol now how can I be humble when you feed my ego like this

Please stop visiting me in my dreams
Please stop visiting me in my dreams
Please stop visiting me in my dreams
Please don't visit me in my dreams

Once I wrote a poem of 37 lines of despair about the same friend who left me but still she did it
ومن ساعتها قررت ما اكتب غير الهجاء والفشاير الادبية واتفل بوجه شخصياتي كلها اذا كتبت سطر واحد مدح او يأس لاحد بعد الان

افكر اتفق ويا دار نشر وانشر كتبي وقصائد تحت اسم مستعار عن قريب بس اخلص ترتيبهم
حتى افشر على الكل بطريقة ادبية ومحد يعرفني
قبل لا اودع الملاعب
بس بنفس الوقت اكول شنو ذول حتى يقرون هل الادب العريق

I need to be humbled Ik