⋆˚࿔ bella 𝜗𝜚˚⋆🕊️ got sused

i cant fucking do anything right today

need to find the nearest anesthesiologist to knock me out until my insurance is fixed💔 im unmedicated and i keep waking up so angry

did i add u back?? i clicked a notif for someone adding me but then i couldn’t find the friend request anymore

ofc!! mine doesn’t have my legal name but it does have the name i use irl

GIYSSS sorry ive been inactive i got evicted. also i rly wanna add ppl on sn4pchat :3 casperm2001

guys i got evicted (like actually. the cops showed up) but at least th view at my moms is nice

i feel awful mentally and emotionally chat i cried for like an hour

thanks peter❤️

ive been eating sooo much and also sleeping so much. somehow im maintaining tho

guys im bored💔

+ when i asked
to pass it to me ajd im iust so hungry and upset

crying bc my bf cleaned the futon and lost my spoon and i didn’t realize until after i made my food and he was pissed i asked where it was (swore up ajd down there was no spoon there but there WAS it was there when i went to bed and its my only spoon. my plastic fork broke.) and he threw a box +

didn’t feel like writing out the whole caption again. my face is so round

i did a curly hair routine and then forgot and brushed my hair so now its puffy💔

oh my god i wanna d1e im in so much pain. my mil ordered some naproxen im so grateful actually (which i feel guilty about bc she has such a bad relationship to my fiance)

i think a big part of it was that i lowkey looked homeless (was wearing some old clothes i had when i was actually homeless and i didn’t realize my jacket smelled until i was already at the bus stop). but that doesn’t make it ok

also apparently gabapentin withdrawals can cause seizures 💔 i havent had one but with how high of a dose im on i think im lucky?

pain and lectured me instead

i love being accused of drug seeking for asking urgent care to fill a temporary prescription of my literal prescribed medication (gabapentin) bc someone stole my refill and my regular pharmacy wont help me❤️ the dr started questioning me about my mental health and refused to acknowledge that i was in

shes so katn1ss

losing my mind over j3nnifer l4wrence doing that spicy wings challenge 😭 the sheer panic in her voice when he has to shake the sauce and she starts crying “WHAT DO UOU MEAN? WHAT DO YOU MEAN??”

i have to go to urgent care todau tho to see if they can fill a temporary prescription

the pharmacy told me my meds were ready (painkillers that i get withdrawals from on top of being at a 9/10 pain) and when my bf went to pick them up they said i cant have them until december 👍 we reported them to the oregon board of pharmacology

sorry i havent been posting much btw i was eating a lot💔 somehow i still lost weight tho im officially at a healthy weight now 🎉

her spot ever since she was 4 weeks old btw

got into a fight with my bf bc he decided to defend the fact that the m1litary owns the s0ldiers and also said that ppl will view the military as weak bc some guy had an 0nlyfans and had d1ldos on his bed? make it make sense bro the m1litary is so unserious 🥀 🥀

im following back everyone who follows me but my followers/following are different numbers?

reminder that if ur not shedsky and/or if ur account is blank i will block👍

idk i feel like i shouldnt be upset but ive been telling everyone (meaning him and my fiance) im gonna cook my noodles (i always use the baking tray for this btw every single time) after we smoke and he just got up and started using it

me when i was literally just about to make something to eat and i needed the baking tray and i was LITERALLY ABOUT TO STAND UP and my bf decided he was using it👍 and got mad when i said i only needed it for a second to cut my tofu