๐ถ"Im ready to self-destruct.
Will you hold me, please?
I don't wanna do this, but,
..I'm taking you with me.." ๐งทโ.ห
@darkpixiirl.bsky.social
โบโงโห เฝเฝฒโ๐โเฝเพ หโโงโบ โฆ ๐๐๐๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ฉ - ๐๐๐ฃ๐ฉ/๐๐๐ | Depressed Artist | Eแดแด Gษชสสาแดษชสแดสแด |๐สแดsสแดษดแด : @powdervt.bsky.social โน๐น โฐ โค MAIN: @darkpixi.bsky.social
๐ถ"Im ready to self-destruct.
Will you hold me, please?
I don't wanna do this, but,
..I'm taking you with me.." ๐งทโ.ห
I got up and brushed my teeth, couldn't stand the taste in my mouth
Today is a hard day to exist
Trying to find the will to get out of bed today.
Itโs so difficult
Itโs so hard to express myself..
Iโve been taught that it only causes problems, they make others upset, Itโs too much..
My trauma from that is so great.. it causes a lot of issues within my life.
I really fucking hate it.
Cut my hair again.. ๐งท ๐๐ค
I need to re-paint my nails D:
I never realized how limited I was before my big PC upgrade a few years ago. I am so grateful for what I have.
Trying to stream some games is just Impossible right now with my old GPU- its so demotivating.
Girl dinner ๐
21.01.2026 10:12 โ ๐ 10 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Cut my hair today ๐ค
21.01.2026 10:14 โ ๐ 5 ๐ 2 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 0#justgirlythings ๐
28.03.2025 18:10 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Kinda wanna cry violently, throw up, and crashout in my floor ๐งทโ.ห ~!
28.03.2025 18:10 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I'm honestly so done with today โขโฟโข
I'm having rapid mood swings and its making me feel like I'm going insane ๐งทโ.ห
Some people have nothing better to do with their lives than harass others and be hateful.
They must have such a fucking miserable life to waste time on things like that lol
At least Iโm loved~ unlike them~ โกโงโห
Having a mental breakdown because my window is broken and itโs so fucking windy here that it makes such a loud goddamn noise
I canโt fucking sleep
Iโm losing my mind
Really can't wait to move.
I just want to feel comfy and secure again.
I am SO fuckin' tired ._.
If only food was a cure to depression ๐งทโ.ห
13.03.2025 17:38 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0How the fuck am I going to move when most moving services are like almost 2K??
I only need to move my desk, chair, and my pc stuff ๐ญ
I also worked on comms, actually was able to focus because of that- fuckin' huge โก
11.03.2025 20:15 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0๐งท โก โ.ห Spent my whole day playing Mario Party with the love of my life~ ( I so needed it ) โก
11.03.2025 20:15 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0-หหโโโโโ they understand โกโงโห๐งทโ.ห #PixiPow @powdervt.bsky.social
11.03.2025 14:58 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0๐งท โก โ.ห Don't mind me, just filling up the account with my nonsense from Twitter~ ๐งท โก โ.ห
11.03.2025 13:57 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Wanted to order McDonalds as a treat since my depression has been absolutely awful
but the order took over and hour and a half..
Which at that time, breakfast had started to serve so.
Guess who is still sad and also hasn't eaten in over 10 hours :)
Are you working on your mental heath?
Orrrrrrrrrrr
are you playing video games & masturbating to replace the chemicals your brain can't produce? ๐
That's it, I'm ordering McDonalds
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11.03.2025 13:55 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0This art depicts Darkpixi ( an emo catgirl ) looking exhausted with black bags under the eyes, drinking wine and smoking a cigarette. The piece looks dark and broody.
โโโโ๐งท โก โ.ห im so dอฬซอeฬซออpอฬอrฬ ฬ อeฬบอฬผsฬกฬsฬขฬชอeฬชอdฬบฬอ โงโห โก ๐งทโโโโ
Just a messy mentally unstable woman, expressing herself through art while also venting to the void.
Welcome to the chaos that is my mind โกโงโห rawr~