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Els White

@elskwhite.bsky.social

I make games at spiderlilystudios.itch.io and I write tutorials for GameMaker, but more importantly I love my cat Tilly. Retrace, Schrodinger's Catgirl, Cabernet. ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ โ™ฟ๏ธ he/him

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We've enlisted some help for Black Friday!

Make sure to say "Thank you Bwoopy!" when your package is delivered!

Lucky Boxes are a randomized assortment of items from our vault, and EVERY Lucky Box averages DOUBLE what you pay!
Many are even more!

Character & art: @a2ziegler.bsky.social

28.11.2025 23:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 26    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

choo choo, motherfucker

07.12.2025 10:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1116    ๐Ÿ” 234    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 11    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

My dad abhors any negative comments about immigrants. Asked him recently why heโ€™s so strong on it: โ€˜Because weโ€™re always happy to take the rich and clever ones. Which means itโ€™s not about disliking immigrants. Itโ€™s about disliking the poor and vulnerable. And thatโ€™s a bad human instinct.โ€™

07.12.2025 08:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 13277    ๐Ÿ” 4062    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 243    ๐Ÿ“Œ 93

I'm gonna aim for at least one blog post a month starting in 2026, hopefully two a month, and ideally post weekly if I can get enough people interested in contributing.

transmascs-of-culture.bearblog.dev

06.12.2025 21:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 16    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

In case you were any doubt about how brilliantly ridiculous this cat is from the thread below, I thought I would post this exclusive video clip as absolute confirmation.

06.12.2025 21:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 199    ๐Ÿ” 21    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Games are such a funny medium to generalize about because like, games is an absurdly broad umbrella that we've decided is one medium even though you can easily come up with two examples of a "video game" that are more unlike each other than any two movies or novels

05.12.2025 19:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 213    ๐Ÿ” 43    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

A massive problem today is the uneven distribution of shame. Some of us are running dedicated on-site shame servers 24/7 while others have no access to shame at all, even though they desperately need it. What we need to do is put shame in the cloud

06.12.2025 02:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3361    ๐Ÿ” 772    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 50    ๐Ÿ“Œ 34
A photo of a page of text that reads, "You are not compelled to form any opinion about this matter before you, nor to disturb your peace of mind at all. Things in themselves have no power to extort a verdict from you."

A photo of a page of text that reads, "You are not compelled to form any opinion about this matter before you, nor to disturb your peace of mind at all. Things in themselves have no power to extort a verdict from you."

Marcus Aurelius has already released you from the obligation to have a take

06.12.2025 16:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 31    ๐Ÿ” 14    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
the machine does not know what it is doing to you

the machine does not know what you are using it for

the machine does not know who you are

the machine does not understand you

the machine can only say what you want to hear

the machine is controlled by men willing to risk your children's lives

this is how we destroy ourselves
narcissus and icarus in one, agreeing ourselves to death

the machine does not know what it is doing to you the machine does not know what you are using it for the machine does not know who you are the machine does not understand you the machine can only say what you want to hear the machine is controlled by men willing to risk your children's lives this is how we destroy ourselves narcissus and icarus in one, agreeing ourselves to death

6-fold ward against AI-induced psychosis

18.11.2025 23:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 328    ๐Ÿ” 176    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

At about $60K that's about 128 million graduate team indie games, at $150K about 500,000 small indie games, at $300K about 250,000 mid-size debut indie games, or at around $950K about 110,000 indie games by a team of more experienced devs.

There are a total of 110,000 indie games on Steam.

06.12.2025 03:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1974    ๐Ÿ” 637    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 32    ๐Ÿ“Œ 10

it might seem surprising that the people who said โ€œlook, let trans people live their lives, but i have Reasonable Concerns about sports and toiletsโ€ arenโ€™t up in arms about this, but what you have to remember is that those people who said that are liars who were lying

06.12.2025 12:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4149    ๐Ÿ” 1127    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Stories in Games Aren't Problems, They're Solutions Lots of video games have terrible stories, but that's no reason to give up telling them.

I'm not going to re-write a whole piece I already wrote 8 years ago, so here

www.vice.com/en/article/s...

05.12.2025 18:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 837    ๐Ÿ” 197    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 13    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

Working on a thought-tool called "stupid drunk guy in a bar". Works like this: If the take you're responding to is essentially being mumbled by a clearly very stupid drunk guy in the bar you're at, is it worth starting a big public discussion with him?

04.12.2025 15:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 421    ๐Ÿ” 94    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 12    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

the weirdness of modern social media is how i am simultaneously always addressing nobody in particular here (such as with this thread) and, from the perspective of other users reading me, being taken within the context of conversations of which I'm personally ignorant or don't care to address

28.11.2025 18:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 65    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Retrace is in this...! Ah, I was going to try to get a new Catgirl demo up but I got distracted programming some late game content, whoops. Anyway!!! It's cool and you should check it out!

05.12.2025 18:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

trans man Georg, who lives in a cave and has 8000 exes he has mistreated, is an outlier, please stop counting him

05.12.2025 17:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Any indie dev who wants to test if this is working for them, reply to this or DM me with the link to your page and I'll check it out sans VPN, since I'm currently based in London.

05.12.2025 17:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This is a workaround I discovered a while back, if a creator puts their NSFW projects in a collection and links the Collection in their profile description, the the Creator page is accessible to those in the UK.

bsky.app/profile/proj...

05.12.2025 13:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Confirmed ๐Ÿ‘

05.12.2025 17:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Now, that was an unexpected read / watch: 'Three design lessons from Defunctland's deep dive into Disney's 'Living Characters' by Bryant Francis - www.gamedeveloper.com/design/three...

05.12.2025 09:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

tapping the sign

04.12.2025 16:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7725    ๐Ÿ” 3468    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 22    ๐Ÿ“Œ 16

With hot chocolate season upon us, it's time to remember Chantico, the "drinkable dessert" that Starbucks had to discontinue because people kept asking to customize it in ways that would kill them

04.12.2025 18:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 38    ๐Ÿ” 13    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

(Hope i phrased that okay, my brain's not cooperating all that well. Tldr i have made similar observations to you and it makes me sad)

04.12.2025 17:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Trans men often don't identify w/ the cis male experience" is the big one I always see that gets taken as "therefore, trans women [cannot/should not] identify with the cis female experience", which is incorrect. I understand why people get defensive, but it does make me sad.

04.12.2025 17:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I feel like it stems from the (incorrect) idea that the trans masculine experience is a perfect mirror of the trans feminine one, so we keep bumping into the other group's sore points when discussing our experiences.

04.12.2025 17:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Cruelty is anhedonic. It rarely delivers the euphoria promised because, in the abstract, what feels righteous and joyful inevitably reveals itself to be sordid and small. Then it's "No not like that". "No not enough". "No the real battle, the forever war to make this feel good starts now". Forever.

04.12.2025 10:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1589    ๐Ÿ” 484    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 18    ๐Ÿ“Œ 12

Iโ€™ve said this for many years and Iโ€™ll keep saying it: for all that I believe trans women are women, we would matter even if we werenโ€™t. We would belong in feminism even if we werenโ€™t. We would deserve to have others stand with us even if we werenโ€™t.

04.12.2025 01:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 127    ๐Ÿ” 20    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Not only are trannies worth fighting for, weโ€™re worth fighting for AS trannies, as what we are right here and now. Not only if weโ€™re part of some other group that matters.

We matter no matter what people think we are, no matter what standards of gender we do or do not meet.

04.12.2025 01:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 290    ๐Ÿ” 56    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I wonder how different this week would have been if the Girl Guides' statement had said "we're closing the Girl Guides with immediate effect due to legal threats by transphobic organisations funded by JK Rowling, which we cannot afford to contest".

Could have been the moment the tide turned.

03.12.2025 10:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 169    ๐Ÿ” 33    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 6
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a child is laying on the ground in the rain ALT: a child is laying on the ground in the rain

unity is my enemy

i just want to display an image

02.12.2025 17:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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