vinnayyy

hey. i will try to draw today… and if not.. thats okay…

ok i didnt draw yesterday. but im feeling much better. im pretty sure it was pms that caused me to go over the edge tbh.

i don’t usually think like that, nor do i actually believe i am those things, but man, i broke down so bad today. im fine now, i think. i will just try again tomorrow! again srry this is something WAY heavier than id like to post on here, but i was gonna explode if i don’t say something somewhere.

like i always felt that drawing was the only thing i was good at and was proud of, so having that not happen much makes me feel more like a bum. like im unemployed, i dont get out much and sit on my damn butt all day. like cmon don’t make it worse. i need to seek out other hobbies BAD

i tried drawing today and got so overwhelmed and frustrated with the fact that its so hard for me to draw now. like i miss drawing all the time, i miss doing art trades, i miss actually DRAWING with ppl or making ocs. i don’t like thinking like this, but god i felt so empty and worthless today

so sorry for posting something so heavy, but oh my lord. so much stressful shit happened in 2024. all that stress affected my creative output near the end of the year, and im still struggling with it. usually i try to work through it or give myself longer breaks, but it got to me RLLY bad today…

im not waiting for a answer actually

do you guys wanna see my season 1 rvb grimmons porn that i drew as a joke

this is the second time i made a priv acc on a site for nsfw purposes AND it doesnt even let me look at nsfw. like ok

its so dumb that blusky turned all adult content off by default, and when i realized that i couldnt even fix those filters UNTIL i got on my computer. I WANNA LOOK AT PORRRRNNNNNN

like, ppl can be into whatever they want, and good for them, but holy moly. seeing the proportions that ppl draw is kinda abysmal..

bullshit from drawpile

LOVEEEE your linework on this…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENNI!!! i hope you have a good day today! ^_^

mutuals/friends ONLY and chiitan i guess..

like ok.

sometimes i hump the shit out of my copy of dead space 2 for the ps3 just to show my appreciation