Larry🏳️‍🌈🐻

Oh excuse you

I’m kinda talking in person

You know what really upsets me? I never get to talk about myself, my interests, my thoughts. I never get asked questions, people never act like they are interested in what I think, feel, enjoy. Why doesn’t anyone want to let me talk? I know I have dumb interests but I still want to talk about them…

I have those kinds of guys for me too. I have a widely varied taste in guys

The highlight of today was my therapist telling me that it’s like I’m in an abusive relationship with myself and I just can't leave the bastard. Lol

Had to take a three hour depression nap after that one and more I can't sleep lol

I think I don't have people in my life. That's the problem. I have no one. And I can't find people. I'd be so much better if I weren't so deeply lonely.

Yeah. But doesn't seem like anything will change

I just felt scared because I had to go through it alone. I've had it four times and this was the roughest since the first time I was so weak and no one to help, and no one checked in on me, no one texted or called. I felt truly alone. Just reminded me of how empty my life is, devoid of human contact

I dunno if there's anything I can do about it. I've never known how to combat it effectively. I don't have any resources, no lifelines, no people. Kinda why I dump it on the internet...No where else to do it. I just wait until it passes. Had therapy today. Didn't help. So I guess I just wait it out.

I know there’s protests happening today and this kinda feels selfish to be as I am right now but I'm so fucking depressed. I haven't been right since I had COVID and I had to deal with it by myself. It just made me feel so deeply alone and that I'll never have people who care about me

Chomp

You fit the bill 🥵

I'll take it! 🥵

I think so though! 🥵

This was a request fort photos. Can I get some pics of big beefy mens please?

On this day in queer history: Oct 14, 1977

During a live TV appearance in Iowa, anti-gay activist Anita Bryant was hit with a pie in protest of her “Save Our Children” campaign. A sweet moment of queer resistance.

#QueerHistory #LGBTQHistory #QueerResistance #AnitaBryant

Are there any big beefy guys who want to hug me and not let go until I feel like I’m back together? Pics please for application

I do have size 14EEEE

True. I’ve been writing a lot of stories set in the Forgotten Realms though so I’d have to rewrite them

I'm always thinking of trying to sell my writing but I dunno if anyone is buying cut rate smut. Lol

How do you make extra money easy? I'm not hot enough for OF lol

Welp I'm dying tomorrow lol

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Oh we’re counting regular pillows too? I have six of those also.

Tell me you never get touched without telling me you never get touched…😅

Also, would a government like that be so bad? It would make a lot of amazing changes to our society

I sleep clutching two body pillows with another big one jammed up against the small of my back. Because eternally alone. LOL

Do I? I’m obviously not finding it.

Probably not. Makes me think. What’s the point of any of this? Why do I even try? There’s no point in any of it. I have no incentive to even keep trying. That the kind of shit that gives me those thoughts.

Yeah. I’ve been dealing with it for the past twenty years so I fully know