twelve

one day i'm just gonna give up and start a liquid diet i swear

25 mins of having food and i've only been able to eat (1) cheese bite hee hee !!!!! oh my fucking god !!!!!!!!!!!

i'm sooooo sick of having a hernia :p like actually sick and tired :p all my food has gone freezing cold bc my water is too cold to wash my food down with so i'm having to sit here making my legs freezing trying to warm it up under my quilt :p i fucking hate my life :p

fucks sake someone did it again now it's uneven again

i have everything i ever wanted, i finally have Them . why do i still have dreams damn near weekly of you coming back . why did you never come back

god i am so fucking tired of dreaming of you

until you've seen me run in circles over what is a very normal message to send to yr friend that u care about u just don't know ab rxs9

also rxs9. what do we think. it's . rxs3, them, and me, nine, mushed together. i just thought of it . in the past i also thought of rxaaron. but that's not as good

it's so funny partner posting on a new social media bc i actually just look very annoying but in reality i was pining over them for 4 and a half years before we even started dating so this is actually the least annoying i've ever been about them . u guys have no idea the trenches i was in

my partner's bringing me home a costa express omg omgomg yayaaaaayayyayy

never burn yr fingers kids

how long do u have to wait before taking a blister plaster off they're actually the worst things ever how are u meant to see if the blister is healed

a photo of my monkey teddy! he is dark brown with a light brown face, hands and feet, and a dark brown nose :)

also if anyone cares here is marcel :o) i bought him from a mothercare when i was 14

also idk my partner doing that was kinda sweet they're so cute all of the time i'm so lucky to have them in my life

i think not waking up next to my little baby dexter is really starting to get to me i really hope i find somewhere else to live soon i miss him so fucking much

idk why bc i don't sleep hugging a teddy but my partner put my monkey teddy marcel on my pillow last night when they moved all the others & bc i was in so much pain i decided fuck it i'll hug him today and he actually brought me a lot of comfort just hugging a little dude as i slept idk

doesn't look like my partner's gonna follow this account any time soon does this mean i can talk about how much i love them over here without them seeing and calling me a faggot

dw i was mostly joking hahaha i just thought the timing was funny :")

did i inspire a post ....... waow .......

i don't know it's all very confusing and bad i really do not like anything to do w this issue bc like i don't pass so i know the effects of misogyny quite well it still affects me to this day but i also don't want anyone to be putting me in a box of Trans Man. does this make sense to anyone

like i know most cishet men are terrible people i don't mean to dispute that but it's like.... when ppl like that follow ME? i just feel like i'm being seen as a Trans Man instead of just. a man? i think i'd rather have them hate me for being a man than them put me in a separate box tbh

just had someone follow me on main w "cishet men dni" in their bio and i really. sincerely. do not know how to feel about that

slipping in the predator mention so people don't just think i'm being a hater like no they're bad people please

it pisses me off so much that blocking someone doesn't actually change yr follower count smh like i know damn well i don't have 500 followers on main bc of the amount of swifties n ptv fans i've had to block bc i do noooot associate w predators !! and it's kinda annoying

whoever just followed this account n doesn't follow main i mean thanks for evening out my follower count but i am unfortunately not comfortable w you bc of my last post when idk you LOL

i need to stop looking at people's profiles after blocking them bc they're rude BADDDDD it's a problem of mine and it is not very helpful at all

they've posted "me when i get blocked for debunking someone with facts" with that rainbow dolphin pic like actually fuck off ???? you got blocked bc you were rude to a trans person about trans issues but yk whatever helps u sleep at night!!

blocking them didn't work bc bluesky is barely running oh yr JOOOOOKING

got a notif that they replied again n thought they were replying to this help 😭

no way someone unfollowed me when i told them rosario dawson is a violent transphobe HAHAHAHA oh you suck actually

a screenshot of my twitter account, the tweets read: 21h ago: BLUESKY !!!!!!!!!! 3d ago: bluesky 6d ago: guys please move to bluesky u wanna move to bluesky sooooooo bad 10 nov: [quote tweet of the 7 nov tweet] PLEASE 7 nov: so have anymore of u moved to bluesky yet.......... (please)

i am reaching pathetic levels of grovelling to get my friends to move here