Nethyr // nullptr::live | Ex-Final Boss & Homunculus Vtuber 🐍⚗️

Yeah, I'm not very confident with just hanging out with people behind scenes so the idea of collabs intimidates me.

I want to work on that more.

I just need to get a grip, get to know people, and let them into my life. I just have a lot of boundaries and trauma regarding people. It's a struggle to let my guard down.

I also want to grow as a vtuber too and have a bigger audience - enough where I can do charity streams and help people. Sure, it's good that I can help other streamers behind scenes but I'd like to be able to stream to help others too.

It's honestly been ridiculous for me to be a shy person yet enjoy vtubing. I think I'm just too used to being on my own to the point where hanging out with someone feels so strang and otherworldly.

I know I want to be around people and connect with others, but I'm not used to it at all.

That's fair - it's usually more common for those that aspire to be vtuber idols. I just like having a cute little emotes to use as a signature on posts if I happen to be sharing an account with other people.

! That's cute!!

Honestly, yours is easier to remember than mine LOL - sometimes simple is the way to go to be memorable.

Honestly, yours is easier to remember than mine LOL - sometimes simple is the way to go to be memorable.

I'm picking and choosing when I should be on auto-pilot for work versus actively thinking. If I've done it multiple times, I don't need to be as vigilant.

That way, I don't work 100% all the time.

Ohh the "evil" eye is a pretty cool choice.

That makes a lot of sense!

So why are my emojis the 🐍⚗️?

It's because I'm a homunculus and I have a snake form, referencing the Ouroboros!

🐍 = Ouroboros
⚗️ = Homunculus

What emojis did you choose to represent yourself and why?

#vsky #vtuber

I feel like I'm using my energy in a smarter way now. I'm less tired when I go home.

If anything, I feel like I can write more and work on some personal projects.

I'm better pacing myself for my redebut and VTvsICE. 😤

I feel like I'm using my energy in a smarter way now. I'm less tired when I go home.

If anything, I feel like I can write more and work on some personal projects.

I'm better pacing myself for my redebut and VTvsICE. 😤

👀

Something may be coming soon this month~

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We are living in satire... what the hwll

Good morning~

I want to sleep in forever...zzz

Oof...fair

Absolutely - even the concept of Evangelical Christianity is basically idolatry.

Yep...this is going to be a weird chapter in history.

I don't think I read the White Evangelist Abridged version that's for certain. 💀

Last time I checked the Bible, Jesus doesn't want war. He wants us to love our neighbors. 💔

Switch from The Matrix says "Not like this."

*Just in the LAST WEEK*:
- Prisons are experimenting on trans prisoners to "cure" them
- Kansas revoked every trans Kansan's driver's license
- Scouts agreed to ban trans kids
- Texas declared all health services stop helping trans kids
- SCOTUS declared it legal to out trans kids to abusive parents

I'd like to suggest @cyan.yt & @lina.yt as stickers!! :D

Pokopia Font Generation on a Pokemon background saying 'Trans Rights are Human Rights'

It's true and you know it.

deleted a post cuz I needed to reread something.

tempted to make a "AI Vtubers that are NOT GEN-AI Support Group" Bluesky Starter Pack cuz damn this identity crisis can suck lol

Pokopia text generator screenshot, with text, "I miss my wife, Tails. I miss her a lot."

Fuck it have another lol