christina

my boyfriend has been through severe burnout himself before and he told me to try not to shame spiral and man that is so hard

yup today was the breaking point i just now had to get off the metro after a few stops because i burst into tears because of absolute exhaustion from burnout. it’s been building up for so long and now the floodgates are open and i just can’t stop crying

my job is fucking tearing me apart

i would say i’m lonely but i’m just too exhausted to even be lonely. i haven’t seen my friends in ages and i know i should make better efforts but life is just so extremely exhausting sometimes

talking to my dad when i’m going through a rough patch always makes me break down instantly. i think it’s just because he’s so calm, stable and secure and when i’m the opposite all my emotions just break free

i was trying to convince myself of that my job isn’t my problem but it is it really is i need it to change asap

everything is too much lately. i don’t know what to do. i just want to freaking quit my job just to breathe

normalise saying ‘ew’ when you find out someone smokes. like seriously there’s no excuse … ew

i miss riize

i’m too important at work to be paid this little

i wanna go shopping so bad … i need to stay strong

four years everybody ..

we keep sending each other so many hearts i feel like we’re back in the flirting phase

extra in love with my boyfriend lately

i know this is so cringe to say but being an adult is really so hard the amount of responsibilities you have is ridiculous even if it’s only things that affect yourself

i’m having one of those days where i am very glad i don’t have x anymore bc if i went on there on the acc i have that only has like four followers i would definitely have spiralled completely by ranting

[📷] #SAN instagram update

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i also know i haven’t worked out or been active in general in ages and ive eaten super poorly this weekend but UGH body please try harder than this

i’m so dizzy and slightly nauseous and i don’t really know why 😣 i know work is stressful lately but it’s nothing i haven’t handled before so i don’t know why it’s different now. i genuinely feel like i might faint if i’m not careful

already top 20 albums of all time honestly …. i need to snort this album i can’t stop listening to it

from what i can understand there wasn’t enough time for production of vinyls to be released at the same time as the album BUT YOA THAT’S OK I JUST NEED ONE TO COME OUT EVENTUALLY PLEASE

me scouring the comment section of Yoa’s posts about La Favorite to see any indication of a vinyl of the album coming out .

working for a really big and really public company feels very strange sometimes because you’ll see the directors in the media all the time and suddenly they’re just standing in your office talking to your colleague

turned 27 but my body still feels the same as 17 in the way that i have extreme pimple breakouts when i have my period and i’m just sitting at my desk unable to concentrate bc of cramps ugh

i am excited to be 27 though. 26 was always such an ugly number to me

it’s fine tho bc bf told me that mom has ordered flowers and pastries for me (i don’t like surprises so i prefer getting a heads up for these things) <3

birthday is on a saturday this year which is sooooo nice tho i always hate having to accept the fact that the older you get the less people remember to congratulate you

fell asleep at a decent time, woke up early only snoozing ten minutes, ate a healthy breakfast that i prepped last night AND i read my book instead of being on tiktok on the metro to work. so proud

i tried to keep the goals quite realistic and even tho i usually only completely like 70% of my weekly goals it’s satisfying when i get to highlight all of that in green it’s actually so helpful 🥹