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And Ima get it all.

I promise I am.

And what I learned is that I can really lock in much more to deliver myself to a place I can get it all.

I WANT IT ALL

I know the job market is insane. I’m fully aware of it. I’m willing to take that risk to get to where I want to be. This past week showed me a lot about myself.

Consistently trying to improve on what I deliver daily so I can simplify my work.

I’m going to let my brain go into overdrive this weekend to find the solutions I need.

Worst part is that I have only asked for folks to be honest with themselves. I can only take you based on your words. I’m not going to press you on it nor will I say “you lying”

Just be real with YOU smh and folks couldn’t do that.

I don’t even have time to myself to process this cuz I’m on a work trip. I don’t feel like being sociable but I have to mask up and make shit shake.

I don’t think this will last man and it’s breaking my heart cuz I really put my best foot forward and kept showing up.

I am tired man.

This project sucks but I get paid from doing almost nothing. 😊😊😊

However… this is just another hurdle. And tbh 2025 has been an amazing year for me. And it’ll only get better tbh.

Every time I think I’ve reached a place of consistency..? It gets snatched away. Does that mean that it’s not for me? Or that I’m not where I believe I am?

It is annoying me.

I’m trying my best in all things that I do. It just don’t seem like enough. And I try not to let my mind take me to places I don’t want to go but today? It’s a tough day.

I ain’t mad a single move on the weight loss journey since moving back home lol but I ain’t gaining either.

A WIN IS A WIN. We back in the gym though.

I’m working 3 jobs bruh. And somehow it’s not enough. (It is but ya know)

The new Pope is an American (from Chicago), Robert Francis Prevost

Henceforth, thou shalt hold back on the deep dish pizza slander lest ye risk a smiting. Aaaaaaaamen #ChicagoPope

Him being from Chicago is sumn fasho

THE POPE IS FROM CHICAGO?!?!?

If I followed you, don’t eem trip on following back. I just enjoy what you be chatting bout. 🙂‍↕️

Today has been interesting but lemme be frank. I’m definitely gonna get all of this shit figured out BEFORE June and execute on it. 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Man I really put my best foot forward though. Secured a job before May 15 (my personal deadline), stacked bread, paid some shit down and man I feel great

Secured the job. Bout to secure the spot. And once I do that? It’s up.

I’m already planning to throw a bbq or sumn when we get back home.

Either get on the train and enjoy the life of fun. Or get off… and get gone.

I don’t too much care to live within folks’ limited view of how life SHOULD be. I’m trying to experience life in the way I want it to look like.

So what I’m doing is building my life to be really dope outside of folks’ imagination.

Either way..? It’s what it is. I’m not tripping on it. I’m just gon keep cool and keep it moving how I see fit.

What’s for me will be. And what ain’t, remove it from my life immediately.

It’s wild cuz I never stop nobody from getting their shit the way they want it. But when it comes to my shit, it’s “how is this happening?”

HUH? Did you ask yourself the same questions or just reap the benefits of my hard work?

I’m not putting on a facade so you can feel comfortable around me. I’m being real about whatever the convo is.

Accept that. Or don’t, it’s your choice.

Folks want the answers that they dreamed up and I’m so sorry but I gotta stay authentic to myself over anything else.

Crazy cuz I let folks live their lives how they choose. But when it comes to me, I get questions. That’s fine. No sweat. Just be okay with whatever answer I give you. Cuz it ain’t changing at all.