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every time i load my current p5r run i get confused .. every time almost forget that this time i named him differently than usual standard name. . is name i came up with good enough and suits him..? don't know.. and can't use both names that i came up with for both of them but game isn't about it so

now i have to convince myself that i didn't waste time .. i drew two p5 things today.. i can draw p5 tomorrow.. i can rest too if need.. . . .
.p5..

.you're.. to much for my weak heart.. .

..

little practice #persona5

want time to stop.. you..

so im starting to feel bad.. that im wasting time on smth other than p5.. sometimes.. it's also between p5.. when it comes to a lot of 'ordinary' things in a row.. my endless hunger starts howling about where's hero/joker things.. i.. don't know what to do about it..

.forgive me.. my love..

really still can't calm myself.. calm my hunger.. i clearly know that my priority and biggest love for now is p5.. and there's no problem to also draw other things sometimes.. no problem other than that uneasy feeling.. i want to draw some other things sometimes but don't want waste time on them..

люблю..

unfortunately im not a cat but for the upcoming event i've also made this thing.. next week.. really not ready..

it's this day already.. so smth cute :'з

im glad to be able to do my own things.. proof.. of existence.. .
want more keychains.. current ones are good , those little sillies, player, one with sakura.. but.. . . it's fine.. you've made quite a lot of things already and you can do a lot in future.. take your time..

finally got my last order before artist alley with some stickers and badges .. my phone is getting sillier ( ´ ▿ ` )

little practice before bed #persona5

you won't be as beautiful as i want you to be.. you're unattainable.. i can't.. catch you.. but even so.. even when tired , when result isn't good or really bad.. want.. each stroke to be my love confession..

want.. every stroke.. to be a love confession.. even if overall result may be not too good.. this path is endless.. it's about trying over and over again
.. to improve and etc.. there's no limits.. but.. no matter.. . you're too beautiful.. i love.. what i do.. i love my things.. but..

forgot to put it here.. my tired love..

also i guess the fact im not too social and not interacting with others a lot is also.. ruining smth.. all i can is to answer 'thank you'/'im sorry' to others ..but im really sincerely grateful.. i just know my limits / few other reasons too well, so for my own peace.. i just exist as i can

want to bring here this part of my tmblr post because i stopped hiding this bsky account which i made as a backup/side for main acc but in the end i just disappeared.. deleted main bsky and didn't share this one for some time.. why not to try now.. again.. as with drawing..

this redraw thing is too cute..

i can't..

#persona5

i love.. silly things..

no thoughts head empty.. only this new prototype of him..

i can't help myself.. he's too cute..

don't.. look.. . don't..

ぺごジョカ . . my love..

i don't know where to go.. it's painful..

im tired.. there's no place for me.. forgive me..forgive..

you..