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Wow I only went on to follow an artist so this took me by surprise LOL thank you for remembering and for always greeting me every year 🥹

I'm still on discord btw! We're friends there? Aren't you astreia?

Thank you 🙏

Oh but I'll be in touch on discord... to those who are still waiting for some replies from me 🙇🏻‍♀️

It's barely been a day since I returned to socmed, but I'm actually not vibing at all after my break. So I'm going to return to my shell. See you all when I see you, I guess 🫡

I'm going to get the flu and covid shots tomorrow... I hope I won't have too many side effects

@bananly.bsky.social started playing fgo?

I guess, for now, I'm going to register for another course... I'm taking 4 right now, but I'll get another one. And then figure out from there until the course drop deadline in 2 weeks. Of course that means I have to study for 5 courses AGAIN... but I should have a decision by next Wednesday I think

This is also why I didn't go for a math major back then... I have no confidence things will go well enough for me to be able to study. This is so annoying 😭

I'm thinking of switching my electives but I'm torn. Do I want an easy course, or do I want a course that will be more useful for the future. I'd undoubtedly pick useful if I were confident I wouldn't get fucked over by family or group work, but I'm not 😭😭😭

Occasional reminder that there’s no, “it’s too late, its over” for anthropogenic climate change. Every molecule of CO2 that doesn’t go into the atmosphere makes a difference. Preventing 0.1 degree of warming makes a difference. Every bit of climate resilience we build together makes a difference.

Don't ever use AI, even (and especially) as a joke to show how AI is terrible.

エルキドゥ

belated happy new year!!!!
starting my new year manifesting a season 2🥰🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 (delusional)

It's also kind of funny when I think about some of my online friends who have stuck with me for years now. Said they never saw me happy and that I'm always busy studying or working. I'm sorry and thank you for being my friend 😭🙏

It's hard to stay hopeful, to be honest. I think about how I've been unhappy my whole life and that I don't see any possible improvement even in the next 2-3 years. And I could just catch covid and die any time. It makes me wonder what's the point of even trying. No choice because I'm still alive rn

Anyway. I've been like this for a few years now. It's a bit surprising that I still manage to be functional at school and at work, but I don't know for how long I can keep this up... I hope I'll be able to recover one day but I also found out that cptsd reduced your lifespan by at least 20 years lol

I also thought I was just a terrible person at replying to DMs and needed to try harder to have energy but recently found out that cptsd causes you to not have energy or motivation ever because all that energy goes into survival mode, even when your abusers aren't around.

I had plans to go out, games I wanted to play, books I wanted go read, shows I wanted to watch, etc. In the end, I was only able to play one game and that's about it. 😭

Honestly, it wasn't even planned. I pretty much shut down when the school semester ended because I was so tired from 5 masters courses with group work, and I didn't have to pretend to be normal because my family is on a trip. I pretty much just spent the break being mentally ill 😂

I took a break from social media during my 2-week break from school and I'm back...

Elon Musk is targeting wikipedia now so consider donating to it.
With AI taking over everything, Wikipedia is now more important than ever as a source of information

BLUESKY: you have new followers!

NEW FOLLOWERS: Oh hee-hee! I am just an old fashioned, regular democrat! Loves cats, eating food, going places that are cool and fun.💙🌀🌊💙🌀🌊

47.8k Followers 137k Following

I suppose even that man is capable of logical arguments.

Anyway it's funny because my ex-landlord was like "so how are your parents doing on their trip?"

No idea lmao we haven't been in touch and I'm glad. The one time I called, no one picked up. Then my mom called me another time but I was half-asleep, and that was it

Merry Christmas✨
#ivantill