𝙎𝙖𝙮~𝘾𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙚~

She smiled at his words, and that was the biggest smile she had shown ever since she woke up.
"Hehe, sure will~ Also ... you said that I could join the Express with you and the others, right? I really want to, but ... won't my lack of memories cause problems? I wouldn't want to push you all back..."

"Well, that's all! Now tell me what you what you want to do! ~"

The girl finally went quiet after a few minutes of talking non-stop. She then looked at him expectantly, waiting for his reaction, and for his first choice.

"...nail painting – oh, I know you don't paint yours, but I meant that you could paint mine! Anyway~ for the last one, we could have a casual conversation about what's going on in our lives, of course! That's the most important part of any sleepover!"

She cleared her throat to add an air of seriousness to her words, even though they were pretty much unserious in nature.

"So, our options are~ styling different clothes, bake sweets, watch movies, take some pictures of ourselves around the Express, give each other new hairstyles ..."

"That's because I >was< certain you would accept! I asked nicely ... and you are a softie at heart, even if you try to hide it~"

She then grabbed her phone and quickly opened her notes, revealing an extense list named "BESTIE SLEEPOVER PLAN" with (lots of) heart emojis next to it.

She felt comfortable enough to joke around, but there was some truth to what she said. She was a relatively young girl, found all alone with no memories of her prior life, and he was the one who took care of her the most during all this time ... March did, in fact, see him as family by now.

The girl pondered about his words for a while. Some seconds later, she let out a giggle – meaning she thought of an answer.

"I think ... Mr. Yang is more fit of a mentor, right? Or maybe ... a father figure of some sorts, I suppose?"

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// I feel bad when I block someone so I try not to, but if this keeps up I'll probably have to do it ,,,

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"Thank you ... Welt ... did I say it right?" – she giggled softly, and then added – "... Actually, you're older than me, so it'd be more appropriate to call you Mr. Yang, right?"

Trying to ignore the very obvious tears that ran down her face seconds ago, she looked at him with a smile. He really wanted to cheer up, and she didn't want to disappoint him.
"March sounds ... pretty cute, I think."

"Let's just get comfortable first, deciding might take some time!"
She sat on the bed and lightly patted the empty space next to her, calling him to sit there.
"I wrote a list ... it ended up kinda big though~ want me to read it for you?"

"First of all, I want to discuss our plans for tonight! We won't be sleeping early, just so you know~ I planned lots of things, but since the focus is making >you< relax" – she pointed at him as she said that – "I'll let you choose what we'll be doing first!"

"Okayyy! Let's go to my bedroom then!" — she said happily, taking his hand. He knew the way, of course, but the girl wanted to lead the way anyways.
Soon after, they entered the room – March went first, and Dan Heng followed.

A past she didn't even remember couldn't be missed. But the fact that she didn't even have a name to be called by weighed on her mind – right now, she wasn't anyone. She barely felt like a person. What was the point of living if she didn't have an identity?

"I can't remember ... at all. I don't have any memories of my past ... They start at the moment I was found by you."
She really tried to hold it in, but some tears ran down her face as she said that.

The girl took a deep breath. She knew that telling the older one about the amnesia would only make him even more worried, and she really didn't want to ruin the happy moment, but ... at the same time, there was no way she could lie about it and pretend to be fine.

With every strenght she had, and with lots of motivation too, she finally let out a short, but very efective phrase:

"I... feel fine."

Alongside that, she also squeezed his hand. This time, it wasn't some form of communication, but a form of affection.

Every single day since she woke up, she'd try to say something back to him, to no avail. But after a few days, she managed to make some sounds that improved their communication. And that was her situation for a while, until the present day.

She finally let him go, and then lightly pushed him back to his bedroom.
"Just be quick, and don't try to run away from me! I'll be waiting for you right here, okay?~"

"Okay then, I'll give a few minutes to get your things~ some comfortable clothes to sleep should be enough, but you can bring anything you want! You don't need to worry about snacks and skincare stuff though, I'll provide those!"

His answer got the girl beaming with excitement. She smiled from ear to ear, and hugged him as tight as she could.
"Yaaay!!!! I knew it!! You're the best, Dan Heng!!!"

So she went with just one squeeze. After all, she'd just be left alone for a few minutes, and she did want to see the other two members who also took care of her all this time. To let him know it was really fine, she also showed a small smile.

Then came the last question. Being completely honest, she didn't want to be left alone just yet. His grip on her hand was comforting, and she felt safe with him around. However, she knew the rest of the crew was also worried, and she wanted to make them feel at ease too.

One squeeze for the first question – it wasn't as strong as it was before, but she still felt some pain. Another squeeze for the second – the amnesia was indeed strange, considering she really couldn't remember anything at all, not even her name.

a boy is holding a cell phone in his hands . ALT: a boy is holding a cell phone in his hands .

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It was still difficult for her, but slowly, she made some pressure to his hand with her own. That was her way of saying she was happy to be held with care, and that she could feel what he was doing. She also opened her eyes a little, and soon after a very faint smile appeared on her face.

Then, she felt his hands reaching her – she wanted to say something to comfort him, but she wasn't able to just yet. At first she felt sorrowful, but after a while, she thought to herself: "actions speak louder than words."

After some time, she'd also hear words of affection coming from him. He would mention a daughter that he couldn't see anymore, and she could feel he saw her like a daughter too. She couldn't remember if she had a father figure before, but she surely thought of him as one right now.