Jacen Bowman

PLEASE STOP making it seem like turning 40 means giving up on your dreams. It’s not normal. It’s limiting. It’s wrong. This is the age to thrive, not shrink. I’ll be 42 February 15 and I couldn’t be more proud of it !!

I cherish Dead Roses as they live between the pages of this chapter of life. I believe, A fresh Rose is loved for its beauty but the dead one is beyond beauty. A fresh Rose is smelled for its scent but a dead one for the memories. 🥀

Thou I admit there is still parts of that shell I looked at and wondered was it all real. It felt real, it felt like “Home” then I realize it was a reminder for all of the ways I’m never to allow myself to be loved again. I will never allow myself to not love ME !!

Once I got to the root the only way I know how to address it is head on. So I did just that picked myself up. And pushed thru !!!

I was redirected
I was recentered
I was realigned
I was broken
But I allowed myself to break
So I can get to the root of the problem

I looked at myself and didn’t recognize me. I had to leave Atlanta and come back home to Philadelphia. At first I was so defeated by it because I felt like at this old age what the hell I failed !! But then it clicked

My biggest lesson for 2024 was let it go and that meant everything and everybody. I was completely broken to my core and fell apart unsure how or where to even begin to put me back together again.

Screaming 😂😂😂😂

Goodnight

This year should be named "things I never thought could happen"

I deserve to be loved. not liked, not lusted after, not settled for.

loved.

Sigh

Thank youuuu

Thank you

Tonight I went into the LGBTQ+ Hall Of Fame thanks to Council Member Rue Landau I’m so honored and so full 🥹❤️

I gotta start remembering to use this app

Red has always been my favorite color ❤️

Random but I guess it’s safe to say Ice Spice done melted. She came and went

You will love it !!

Let me check that out

Every single one

Nothing frustrates me more than when someone calls and, after I pick up, they ask who I’m with. It feels like I'm constantly being put on the spot. So, I've decided that my new response will be, "I'm out." That way, there's no need for any questions—just call me back later.

I never been a Christmas movie kinda person

Yup

Cross

I need something else to watch now on tv any suggestions?

Omg same I was yelling at the tv like no whatttt 😩😩😩 that was some good writing made me want to go grab my James Patterson books lol

Omg the last episode had me gagged !!!

a woman and a child are sitting on a couch with a teddy bear . ALT: a woman and a child are sitting on a couch with a teddy bear .

Me on episode 5-7 of #AlexCross

Let me tell you something get on #AmazonPrime and watch #Cross Because whew !!! I legit sat here and watched every day episode !!!